so for some unknown reason, i have become the town psychologist.
I have people calling me on an hourly basis for my advice and to "talk"

I want to listen to someones problems sure.
I love to help

But seriously....this is getting a little out of hand.
I had  one girl all night monday night...then one wake me up tuesday morning...then another while i was at work and driving to school tuesday and then ANOTHER tuesday night.

im just waiting for someone to call me this morning.

i kept pushing snooze just to catch a little extra sleep before my final this morning at 1120.

Its 858 and i need a shower and something in my stomach before my 1/2 hour commute to take a test which will take all of 20 minutes to just driive back home for a half hour again...

but anyways back to being a psychologist.
Its not that I dont like to help, because Im the one thats always there to listen and give my somehow helpful advice.
I dunno it just seems like I can help them do the right thing, but sometimes i just need someone to talk to and i have no where to go cause someones "problems" are always bigger than mine
Im a normal person too
i am in a beautiful relationship..and that scares the SHIT outta me and once in a while i need to talk about it.

But as soon as I start, I get interrupted and "oh yeah well my guy did this" or "well get this what happened to me the other day"
ARGH
all i wanna do is vent for a couple minutes and then im done.
im not gonna dwell i just need a little advice.

but noooooooo i must depend on myself.
and thats when i get myself into trouble..because then i go to my mother.

BAD IDEA.


anyways

showertime

i cant wwait to get this fucking final over and let summer begin :)