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working today 3-11, tomorrow 8am-10pm and sunday 10am-10pm....
at the restaurant..
blahhhh
i just want to sleep after this week of finals and presentations.
but i cant
because i have to work
because everyone else is on spring break and vacation.
lucky them.
guess what i did my spring break? worked at the restaurant.
yeah
fun
i do love my job
im just EXHAUSTED!
and if one more retarted old woman calls to complain shes missing something she already has then im going to FREAK THE FUCK OUT
*phew
breathe.
my boyfriend is freaking me out
we went to see that movie Forgetting Sarah Marshall last night
and
we were leaving and he was like "well im going RIGHT to bed when i get home"
im like okay.
talk to you then
because we live a half hour apart so we call each other when we get home to make sure we are both home safe adn going to bed.
so like 5 minutes into my ride home he calls me
im like theres no way youre home already
hes like
well i just wanted to call because im going to bed as soon as i get home
im like alrightttttttttttttt but whatever....
stil should have just waited til he got home
because i just worry
so i text him when im home saying i hope he got home safe...im home..like usual
and like 10 minutes later hes like
"Oh sowwie..was in the shower...going to bed now"
and im like oh well i just wanted to make sure you got home blah blah
and hes like awwww youre amazing, one of the many reasons i love you
and im like alright well now youre going to bed?
hes like yeah im exhausted im like OK! night night
and so i went to bed
to wake up this morning, and i really just have this horrible feeling that i was lied to
hes not a liar
never has lied to me or been caught in a situation i should question...then again im at work everyday
school everyday
and hes usually at work everyday or home and his dads always around
and his dad loves me
and would kick his ass lol
but i dunno
maybe the movie just totally made me think
i mean they were going out for 5 years and she was cheating on him the LAST YEAR OF IT.
like ...how could you not know!
but i dunno..it happens to people everyday
guess im just scared...because its happened to me once...then again i wasnt this far into the relationship so it just hurt a little...
this would be horrible
ACK
why am i even thinking about that!
im so fucking morbid.
and i need a valium or something
time for my day to begin..
im gonna go try and shake this off.
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Posted by freebird6136 on 2008-04-25 08:45:18 | Rating: | Views: 63
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