It is 9:20 am wednesday, the last day in the hole. As the time has gone by and I have pondered the circumstances, I have come to many conclusions. After many long conversations with my girlfriend, I believe that we are perfect matches for each other. However, I have also realized that if the circumstances that have occurred, had not occurred, our relationship would not be as strong as it is and we would not be the people that we have become. We have become people that are driven to follow God’s, yes, God’s, guidance and obey the rules set before us by our elders.

   I have also come to the realization that the actions we committed to deserve our punishments were wrong and immoral. We have committed ourselves to stopping those actions and to begin to honor God (yes, I said it again, God). Our actions warranted the punishments we received and we have accepted that. Furthermore, as I talked about previously, if it were not for these punishments and hard times, we would not be the people that we are now. We would not have the level of deepness that we have and would not be anywhere near the level of maturity that we have escalated too thanks to these circumstances.

   To wrap this entry up, I want to explain the joy that I feel after admitting to my wrongs and accepting authority and lastly, trusting in God. The joy that is given to one when he or she repents is amazing and is beyond all words. The peace that is revealed and that is given is abounding. And, the love and care that one feels is indescribable. I thank you all for your advice and help and I will continue to post entries on my and my girlfriends life together. God bless everyone.