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Introduction to
It is day one in what the school calls “ISS” or In School Suspension. In ISS as we will call it, you are put in a little room very similar to a closet (well, actually, it is a closet.) Now, some of you maybe asking, “why are you in ISS?”. I will tell you......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-10 08:09:07 | Rating:

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Day Four of ISS
It is 8:08 am. School just began and the long day ahead of me is daunting. Everyday is filled with a constant struggle with one’s anxieties and fears. Yesterday, I thought a lot about how love can take a number of definitions and levels. My primary focus, however, was......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-11 07:01:46 | Rating:

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Day Five of ISS
It is 9:20 am wednesday, the last day in the hole. As the time has gone by and I have pondered the circumstances, I have come to many conclusions. After many long conversations with my girlfriend, I believe that we are perfect matches for each other. However, I have also realized......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-12 07:51:41 | Rating:

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The Daily Worries of a Relationship
When I first started to date I was overwhelmed with worries of “does she like me?”, “do I look good?”, and the famous one, “what is she thinking?”. As a guy, I have come to the realization that I am never going to understand what goes on in the......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-12 10:36:14 | Rating:

| Views: 44 | Comments: 3 | Tags: Life Worries Anxiety Self Person Men Women Struggle Task Live Hope Fear Scared Love Belief Help

The Daily Worries of a Relationship
Today is Thursday, December 13, 2007. Yesterday was a very hard day with my family and my girlfriend and now, at school. I thought that my family was going to throw me out of the house, I said something really stupid to my girlfriend which I would give my right arm to take back what......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-13 06:38:45 | Rating:

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The Daily Worries of a Relationship
It is 10:13 p.m., December 14, 2007. As I am waiting for my girlfriend to call me back I decided to write today’s entry. This morning was very difficult for Chloe and I. She was heart broken with worries that I would break up with her. I saw her in tears the whole morning which......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-14 20:52:37 | Rating:

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My Love Poem
My love, I know not what to say I know not how to describe my love for you My feelings for you My dedication to you My heart tells me to say what I need to say My mind struggles to form the words within my mouth But no eloquent poem Or beautiful song can describe my love for you......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-14 21:02:01 | Rating:

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The Daily Worries of a Relationship
Today is Saturday, its about 8:01 p.m.. I want to dedicate this blog entry to my girlfriend. My love, would I lie there with you and forget the world? Would I lose my self and forget time with you? Would I dream all day with you? Yes, hunny, I would. I have already......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-15 18:34:24 | Rating:

| Views: 51 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Love Truth Disparity School Depression Sadness Live Living Life Student Poetry Poem