of all the people in the world, i never would have guessed who it was that kept calling my cell from a restricted #. 

YUMMY!!!!!!

::gasp!!::  the new LPU! gol
 
i still can't believe it.  at first i figured it was a bill collector (or maybe kiki) so i let it go.  no voicemail left which led me to believe it was the former afterall....then they called again....and again.....and again....and again.....  i kept hanging up & hanging up.... after 2 times, bill collectors usually give up & call again another day so i finally picked up.  at first i thought it was darius... but as he talked i recognized his voice & accent right away.  i said his name & he laughed.  (he's so sexy!!!)  apparently he lost his phone & has been without ever since but he was cleaning out his locker at work & came across my number written down on a pay stub.... wow.   

Lis cancelled on me to hang out after work cuz Tar cancelled on her for lunch & she had nothing to do to kill the time.......funny how things work...in a way i was hoping Lis would cancel so i could see Yummy....now that might actually happen....he's supposed to call me in a bit & we'll figure out where to meet up...

supposed to try chillin with batman again tonight.... and beast wants me to spend the night.  i'm definitely gonna opt in on door #1.....i did tell beast i'd come tonight as well... i may have dug myself a  nice little hole here....

i haven't had sex since the last time i was with beast & i think i just really need 2 get twisted out....hey, who better to do it? 

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'i thought u said u loved me...'
'i do...'
'then why did u abandon me?'
'i didn't abandon u....'
'yes u did'

i probably shouldn't have ever told him in the first place but it's too late now. 

'i'm not hurt'
'well i am'
'really?? u??'
'yes'

i found that incredibly interesting... who's got the 'cold invisible side' now??  lmao  who knew? 

when he asked if i noticed anything different about him, it was after i told him his eyes looked lighter.  they did.  and different.  more like mine....it seemed like he was trying to lighten his energy.  he said that's what he was trying to do as well when i told him i liked his sneakers (they had different colors in them)  guess he's meeting success. 

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omg Ant is the sweetest thing in the whole world!!!!!!!!!  

"its cuz your so freakin cool is why everyones always feelin you lolz.

A personality like yours is almost impossible to find. So putting that with good looks is like DEATH to any guy that meets you haha."