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i can't concentrate on anything. i've made up my mind already about this place & my course of action for the following months coming up. i have to sit down & figure out what i'm doing as far as the car. i either have to sell it & buy something outright or pay it off before i make any moves. it's pissing me off that it's in the shop right now. nothing i can do about it tho so there's really no use in stressing myself out.

bahia

all i can think about is going back to school & being with bahia.... this is so ridiculous.

on saturday i was on my way out to ct to finally get up with valentine when my car started acting up & i decided to turn around instead of pushing it. bahia had mentioned he might be going to check out his friend's brazilian band & invited me but i'd been tentative in my response since i wasn't sure if i'd be back in time. all i wanted was to see him & i was excited in a way that i wasn't going to ct afterall so i called & asked if he was still going... he said he didn't think so & i was a bit disappointed but when i asked him why he cut himself off from explaining & asked if i still wanted to go. "CLARO QUE SIM!!" so he said, ok then let's go! haha i went home to get changed & we met up at his house around ten. his uncle & two of his uncle's friends came with us... i sat in the front & bahia drove...the other 3 got in the back. the place was not far from bahia's house. it was sooooooo much fun!! i learned a new dance called 'farro' (similar to bachata), got tipsy off 2 caipirinhas & bahia & i danced the whole night!! i stayed over his house & sunday morning we just layed in bed all day & talked & played & kissed & 'etc'... ;o) but not what u think :oP haha funny enough I told Lis on sat how bahia hadn't pushed the issue about sex etc...no pressure & i was loving it...very refreshing. i stayed over his house again sunday night & wouldn't u kno it monday morning.... lmao!! i must have jinxed it. haha but that's a-ok with me!!! soooo good....i wanted him so bad it hurt & it was sooooo nice to finally feel him!!

man, i want to write so much more but i have to get this done. i hate this place.

Posted by foxx_flie on 2008-05-28 16:34:01 | Rating: