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sometimes i wonder if i'm overly selfish. i seem to have gone from one extreme to the other. but that seems to be my life. extremes. back & forth. up & down. it never settles. like me. i never sit still. people ask:
'why are you always so busy?'
'what are you running from?'
'don't you ever take time for yourself?'
'why don't you make time for me?'
they say:
'you're going to get sick'
'you're going to burn yourself out'
'you're doing too much'
'you work to hard'
'you work too much'
but if i'm happy with the way my life is & i'm used to having a busy schedule, why would i change it? just because it doesn't fit what you would call a 'normal' life doesn't mean it's not normal for me.
for instance, i genuinely can't understand why people waste their time in relationships. but just because i don't want one doesn't mean i should tell everyone who does or has one that they're a waste of time or that there's an inevitability to almost every one.
i realized, in talking to my father about his situation with his fiance, that i was being a bit narrow minded. i understand his need for companionship. i suppose with him it's more of the fact that i know him like the back of my hand since we are essentially the same person.... yet of course we are bound to have differences & that's what i forgot.
time to go get my eyebrows done! yay!!
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Posted by foxx_flie on 2008-01-28 18:27:15 | Rating: | Views: 35
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