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Sometimes the weekend feels as long as it should. This past weekend was one of those. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good too!! hahaha i'm like a little kid right now....
of course it wasn't all peaches & cream as there was one stick thrown in the mix but overall - best weekend i've had in a while!
friday after work i went to meet beast by the gym where i'd normally take class. i thought he was up there perhaps finishing up a training session or something but i didn't see him as i searched the gym with my eyes while i walked back to the locker room. i texted him a little before i actually got there to let him kno i was there but he didn't repond; instead he called as i was shoving my stuff in a locker to find out where i was. he said to meet him across the street at the little grocery store that i never even noticed was there. haha i locked my stuff up & went across the street.
we got there at the same time & i looked up at him & smiled as we walked down the main aisle. as we walked, he told me about how he had just called out etc... we passed a 'back room' employee type area & i looked at it a little longer than i normally would have cuz i figured he had already cased the place & planned on utilizing it. apparently i was wrong because he didn't even notice it until he saw my gaze held for a moment. He looked at it & the same thing that flashed in my mind when i first saw it flew into his as well. for a split second we kept walking....then he quickly changed his mind & nudged me toward the doorway. once we were behind the wall at the top of the staircase that led to the store's basement, our lips immediately found eachother & broke apart only once as he decided to step down a step or 2 so that i wouldn't have to be on my tiptoes. after a few minutes of kissing i stopped & hugged him, tucking my face into his neck, feeling the smoothness of his braids against my forehead & the top of my nose. i told him i missed him & he said the same. he held me & rubbed me all over, grabbing at my body as if he couldn't get enough. i soaked all of it up....that is my most favorite thing - to be rubbed & held & grabbed...... yum! ;o)
after we parted ways i went back across the street & worked out. i caught the 8:30 & made it home with time enough to get showered/dressed & over to Lis' for my hair. (here comes the stick) i pulled up to the driveway to see my mother's car sitting there. my spirits dipped a little but i managed to cut off the negativity rather quickly. i went straight to my room to start getting ready.
i thought i heard my name being called but i brushed it off.... a few min later i definitely heard her calling my name. i yelled back 'what?' & she wanted me to come out & say hello to her. i said i was busy & i'd be out in a min. when i came out, i was running downstairs to get something & was going to stop in the dining room on my way back up for a quick hello before going back to getting done. when i came back up the stairs, grandmama had come into the kitchen so i said hello to her in there instead. she & auntie began to talk to me & then grandma took a serious turn & began to cry as she pleaded with me to go hug my mother hello & tell her i love her.
i kno i shouldn't have let the guilt get me....especially since my mother deliberately waited in the dining room for me to come to her --> had she wanted to say hello to me so badly, could have just as easily come out to the kitchen when she heard me talking to auntie & grandma. but seeing my grandmother cry was a hard thing to ignore. i maintain she can be a bit of a drama queen but with everything else she's been dealing with, i couldn't let her continue to be upset. so i told her to stop crying, gave her a big hug & went into the dining room. my mother was standing & cleaning out her purse (to act like she had been doing something other than waiting for me to come to her like a dog being choked back on a leash). i went over, said 'hi', brushed cheeks with her & left again to finally finish getting ready.
needless to say, that whole spiel above caused me to be late getting to Lis' house so i didn't get to get my hair straightened but it's all good... i'm sure there will be another time we can do that. we headed out to the lounge in my car & got there around 11:45 or so.... when we first walked in, there was a line & as we waited, i got that butterfly feeling i always get before i go to a club or get on a rollercoaster or go on a first date...lmao i told G & she said she gets the same thing. go figure...she's like my 'mini me' hahaha anyway, as we were standing I noticed the security guards sitting on the couch to the left of the podium where the girl was taking the cover fee. one of them was really cute & caught my eye but he was busy talking to the other guys & didn't notice me (or so i thought...) i decided at that point that if i had the opportunity to talk to him, or better yet, dance with him, i was gonna jump on it. G noticed him too & pointed him out. (again, go figure haha)
when we got inside, it was kinda whack to start - no one was really dancing & the way it was setup wasn't helping that fact & none of the guys were even remotely attractive. we went to the bar & got a drink, then headed to the dancefloor. after encountering a few guys that had to get the boot, the 3 of us were dancing up near the stage & i saw my boy (we'll call him MC) up there.... i was trying really hard to catch his eye (harder than i usually do now that i think about it haha) but he wouldn't look in my direction for anything!! and i think he might have been doing that on purpose cuz his boy had peeped me out & was saying stuff to him as he watched me watching MC. (later on he told me that his boy was telling him that i was looking at him & wanted to kno if he was gonna jump on it or if i was 'fair game') lmao
bachata came on & that was it. i needed a dance partner & i didn't want to waste anymore time. he was sitting up by the speaker on the stage as i approached him and said 'u can't dance??' gol he said 'yeah i can dance....' and so i said 'well do u wanna dance???' he took my hand & said 'sure!' as we headed to the dancefloor. we danced for 2 songs & then the DJ switched the music & it wasn't worth dancing to. we talked a little (i.e. whats ur name etc) then hugged & parted ways.
later on he was up on the stage again & i heard my name over the speakers as he had the mic & apparently shouted me out. if G hadn't confirmed it when it happened, i might have dismissed it to my imagination. haha i kept catching his eye after that & wishing he'd come back down 2 dance with me but he was busy doing stuff up on the stage.
note: there are pieces missing in this story & i'm not sure if it's because i was kinda drunk at one point or if its just my usual forgetfulness... either way i kno there were a couple of other details i'm leaving out... oh well.
things were winding down & we were about to leave & he kept gettting of the stage to get a drink or go out front & then coming back. i was getting antsy because i didn't want to leave without talking to him again to see if we could exchange info or something.... he came back to the stage one more time & i decided to seize the day. i went up to him & said 'i refuse to leave here without your number' lmao so we exchanged numbers & then he hugged me again & kissed on the cheek....twice.
i floated out of there. lmao
when we got outside the guy that had been standing next to MC when i was first trying to get his attention stopped me for my number etc.... got past that & we went to the car to leave. as i started the car & was putting my seatbelt on (i think i was talking about MC while i was doing it), G & Lis both exclaimed that MC had come outside. i beeped the horn & he came over to the car. he leaned in my window & we all talked for a little while... when we said goodbye, he (very unexpectedly) took my chin in his hand & guided my mouth to his......
HOLY GOD!!!!!
BEST KISS EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear it felt like heaven. i didn't ever want to stop!! i LOVE his mouth...his tongue....his lips.... there was definitely a current when we kissed....
we drove off & i was positively smitten. i felt like i had just woken from the sweetest dream i've ever had. gol i couldn't think straight....all i could think about was the way his kiss felt & how badly i wanted more. that & the fact that i could still smell him on my own skin/clothes from when we hugged.
To be continued....
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Posted by foxx_flie on 2008-04-07 14:49:27 | Rating: | Views: 65
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OMG...NOW what are you going to do????
A kiss is worth a 1000 words, you know!!!
Oh Boy.... :) More to come is right!!! hee-hee
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Posted by keepdreaming
on 2008-04-12 01:06:57
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hahaha that remains to be seen! ;o)
a kiss is definitely worth at least a 1000 words!! especially MC's!!! gol ;o)
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Posted by foxx_flie
on 2008-04-14 13:15:30
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