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'he's so sweet that...

...i wanna lick the wrapper' ---> lmao i love that song. i woke up with it in my head & i played it twice while i was on the bus...makes me think of MC hardcore.

speaking of..... guess who i saw last night!! i went home & took a shower, got dressed & was awaiting a text from him to let me kno that he was showered & ready.... it was 8:40 & i started to wonder if maybe he'd fallen asleep & figured we were probably not gonna chill. ten minutes later, sure enough, a text comes thru...he fell asleep. luckily he was still down to get together so i finished getting dressed & we met up to get something to eat.

omg he.   is.   so.   EFFING. hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::fans herself:: gol

ok so we had dinner & it was nice......i get so shy around him tho & i can't really figure out why....it reminded me of when i would get around juanito....same thing would happen....it's the eyes. i dont' kno what it is about them....they're just so gorgeous!!

tangent: spanish boys have the prettiest eyes. hahahaha i love it. and i think i've come to the conclusion that they are my favorite all around... they are so passionate...sweet...gentle...loving...caring...respectful...old school....masculine...attentive...magnetic...domineering (in a good way)...... ay!! love them. hahaha by no means am i trying to stereotype...i'm just speaking from my own experience. its funny cuz i used to be all about 'morenos' but now i hardly find myself attracted to anything but spanish guys... the 'drastic-ness' (for lack of a better word - i can't think of the one i want to use right now) of it is almost alarming. i can't help but wonder if that also has to do with the bad experiences i've had (ie boomba) with them...there just seems to be a different.....(God what's wrong with me today??? i'm usually a human thesaurus!! wth???)....the expectations are different....the 'roles' if u will. but i don't think it just has to do with heritage....age is a huge factor as well.   in the end it doesn't matter cuz u never kno who u'll wind up with....right now i'm definitely feelin the spanish boys tho. hahaha

ok so back to last night... when i first got there he came over to my car as i pulled up & of course we were almost immediately locked in a kiss....i didn't want to stop!   when i kiss him i get lost....

lost in what i receive from him --> warmth.....love....sex....sadness...longing....love again....sex again....

lost in what i transmit back to him --> love...sex....desire....understanding/compassion....love again......

and lost in the flashes of what it would be like for us to be 'together' (mostly sex...some relationship)

fast forward: we left the restaurant & as we walked out, he came up behind me & put his arms around my waist, pushing himself firmly into my back/a$$ as we walked...

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man....my day started off nice & took a total nose dive. :o( it has leveled out a bit now but i don't really feel like finishing what i started to write earlier because my head/heart are not in it just now. it's my own fault. Beast replied to my email & when I saw it, I avoided reading it as long as I could because I had a feeling it was going to ruin my day. well, not ruin my day, but just put a tinge on it...i suppose i shouldn't let it affect me but there were so many other things at work compounding with it that i couldn't help but include it in the stress bucket. it's all good, i'll be fine later i'm sure. just thinking alot now & trying to decide how i'm going to handle this. i'll post everything later.

now i just have to decide if i'm going to dance class or home to hit the bags at the gym. i brought my stuff out here & tru's class is usually a source of pure joy for me so i kinda wanna stick it out but i think hitting the bags would benefit me in more than one way.......

Posted by foxx_flie on 2008-04-10 17:32:24 | Rating: