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happy bday 2 me...

sometimes fridays suck more collectively than the entire week put together. today is one of those fridays. and figures, it's also my birthday.

yay.

i am staying positive tho. it's still pretty early & i'm sure the rest of the day will have better things in store for me

::knock on wood::

it's amplified right now because i have a headache. :o/

u kno what? everyone can kiss my a$$! lmao it's friday & it's my bday! i refuse to let them ruin it for me! i have a really nice weekend to look forward to starting tonight....i'm going to boxing as usual (can't wait)...then i'm chillin with beast

i took off of work tomorrow & i'm going out with SLJ & L for dinner!! this is the first saturday i've had off in forever! (i'm pretty sure the last time i had a saturday off was probably during the summer when they run camp which means august or july....wow) i think greg & beth are gonna come too! ^_^ then sunday it's up to grandma & grandpa's! yay!!

hahaha

i'm 'sooooo anxious' for tonite.... it was funny cuz daddy had called & sang to me & while i was on the phone with him i saw beast's number come up on the ID....huck grabbed it so i kinda rushed daddy off the phone and then there was no one waiting on hold.... i asked huck what happened & he said whoever it was hung up. i tried to call back but it went to voicemail (like almost every time i call him -- I HATE SPRINT/NEXTEL!!!!!!!!!!!!) then i got a text from him....

beast --> 'happy birthday pussycat!'

::melt!:: gol

then he called back & sang to me!!

awwwwwwwwww!!! :oD

we talked for an hour! of course there were a few interruptions cuz the phones were kinda busy but at one point they were quiet & he goes

'how are u still on the phone with me? nobody's calling?'

i hadn't even given it a thought until he said that & as i looked over at the phone of course it started ringing. then i got hit with a situation i had to take care of & so we hung up with eachother.

while we were on the phone, i told him how i write about him often & now he wants to know what i write etc.... i want to show him but i don't. part of me knows that he'll appreciate it & it will make for very interesting conversation; not to mention serve to make our bond stronger. but the other part wants to keep it from him because that would allow him full access to me......there is only one other person in the entire world that's ever read my diary (well person i kno anyway hahaha i kno everyone on this site reads it now but u kno what i mean....).... and he most definitely earned it. i kno i can trust him. he's my first love & will always have a place in my heart. in fact, he's going to be home tonight from school.... i just left him a voicemail. i don't even remember the last time i saw him. i have to see him tonight... even if its only for 5 min.

got caught up with a client at the last min..... i'll have to finish later - gotta go get changed.

-'i can't wait' from dance class last night --> made me think of beast
-beast's reaction to the writing i read to him over the phone
-i am wearing the 'poison ring'
-decided to wear the black 'tiger's eye' (i need to get some of that btw) necklace
-have been wearing alot of black lately...power
-i noticed that on certain days i attract more of one gender attention than others.... today was a female energy day for some reason...yesterday was definitely male. i am going to try to pay more attention to that & see if i can find any correlations

Posted by foxx_flie on 2008-03-14 13:41:55 | Rating:

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		happy birthday,hope your headche goes away.peace
Posted by bjm1 on 2008-03-14 13:46:23


		Happy Birthday to you.
Posted by Meredith on 2008-03-14 13:50:14


		HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!! I wanted to get on here earlier to wish you a Happy B. Day, but my husband worked from home today, and took over the computer, and tied it up all day..(I was NOT happy). So now I am on here LATE! I hope you had a wonderful day and great night! Luv 2 U!!!
Posted by keepdreaming on 2008-03-15 00:52:57