::sings::  i'm going to ha-why-ee!!  i'm going to ha-why-ee!!!  

hahaha omg i'm so excited!!!  how's that for psychic power???  a few posts back i had said something about getting Mike to take me someplace tropical & BAM!!  out of nowhere he is planning a trip to Hawaii for a week and i'm invited!!!   wooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!  gol  on sunday at my grandparents' he had randomly asked how i was on vacation days... i told him 3 weeks solid & he was like 'really??  .... hmmm... big island?'  and i was like 'HELL YEAH!!'  i didn't kno if he was really serious or not but when we left he said he'd email me on monday..... he called last night & started going over dates & whatnot with me..... word!! 

met up with cbb for a min @ the usual spot....there's something about that place that makes me 'comfier' with him... i have an affinity for it or something... maybe it's cuz he's 'in his element' or something... he has noticably lost weight.  i felt drawn & repelled at the same time...part of me rolled my eyes at him while the other longed to be in his arms.  so weird.  we have tentative plans to chill sunday night.

for the first time i lingered as he held me...i don't think he picked up on it tho....he's funny like that.  almost oblivious.  doesn't listen very well all the time.  like a kid.  haha  anyway it felt nice to tuck my head into his shoulder & stay there for a bit.  when we left & got down to the bottom of the stairs, he turned around at the bottom & stopped me on the last step to hug me goodbye.... for the first time i wrapped my hand around the back of his neck....a sure sign of when i'm feelin a guy.... for a second i thought about it & wondered to myself....then just mentally shrugged.  lmao  

texted MC to see what the OT verdict was & he has to work till 6.  no dinner  :o(  but he said 'can i just try to see u later & chill?' 

HELL YEAH!!!  hahaha

so we have plans to meet up for a bit tonight.  i can't wait!!! 

suppose that means i'll have time to hit the gym real quick.... we'll see... for now, it's that time!!  hasta manana!!