i'm drowning in u.  u don't see it so u aren't offering any help.  i want to scream out to u & tell u i need u to rescue me but the water keeps filling my lungs making me choke every time i take a breath to say something. 

it's ridiculous. 

i kno i won't die so i'm not afraid but it still sux.  my life is constantly flashing before my eyes at a rate that quickens & slows without any rhyme or reason.  my brain tries to make sense of it all & see the bigger picture. 

i'd be lying if i said it didn't hurt when u doubted what i said.  why do u doubt me now?  what is it that you think i'm confusing it with?  why did u believe me the first time? 

i want to ask u all of it but i don't want 2 scare u away or beat a dead horse.  i kno in time u will believe me, even if u weren't really doubting me......

u are by far the most complicated person i have come across yet.  i understand u most of the time but there are other times that i am completely in the dark. 

i hate being in the dark. 

speaking of....

ur effect on my sleep is positively fascinating.