i tried 3 times to write an entry yesterday but i guess thoughts.com just wasn't havin' it.  oh well.  it kinda pisses me off cuz i lost everything i wrote but whatever.  it... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-03 16:32:54
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 68 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:

i hate her.  i really do.  what's with the over-explantion of everything & treating others like their retarded and/or inferior???  i've got news for u, babe.  u really... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-04 11:55:10
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 47 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:

i slept until almost 7pm today.  got home from work at 11:30 last night & didn't go to bed till 4am or something like that.  so now i'm tired but not really?  can't tell...... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-07 01:00:12
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 48 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

i am officially screwed.  i finally got in touch with the management office about the eviction & found out that if you don't have the full amount due, u shouldn't even bother trying to... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-07 13:31:45
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 50 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

::sigh of relief:: court went fine.  it seemed a bit excessive but judging by the amount of people present from the same management company that my apt complex is run by, i can see now... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-10 12:55:51
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 42 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

yeah i was corny & went with the typical friday title.  so sue me!  haha i'm definitely glad it's friday but i have to work tomorrow so it doesn't really feel like friday....... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-11 12:41:15
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 32 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

i keep promising myself that i'll write about things other than my personal life... like politics...current events...etc.  but i suppose i just have the need to get all the thoughts &... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-15 13:00:43
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 44 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

i am swamped at work.  this usually isn't the case unless i'm backing up as well so it's strange & is taking some getting used to.  i am taking a 'mental break' right now to try to... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-16 13:34:58
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 33 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

i said to jak ' the last thing i want to do is hurt anyone & the way i see it, if i'm alone, i can' t hurt anyone'  suddenly i had that feeling in my core like when i'm just about to... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-17 01:21:32
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 45 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:

i am sooooo excited to see that movie!!!   L wants to go on monday afternoon since we have off.  i can't wait!  the book was really good & the preview for the movie... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-18 11:45:21
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 52 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

had an urgent feeling dream 2 weeks ago about JJ.  what do i find out last week?  his dad is in the hospital with a relapse of the cancer he's managed to fight off for so many... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-21 02:13:12
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 42 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

i feel as though i've been walking around in a dream for the last week and a half or so.  it's the strangest thing.  uncle has been on my mind alot.  i'm going to be staying in his... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-23 13:39:20
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 35 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

beast.  o. m. g.   gol  definitely feelin 'C' at work.... daddy picked up on it right away the day he came to visit.  lmao  not sure what's gonna happen with... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-24 12:41:15
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 39 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

last night was insane.  i came this close to having a 4some with friggin OL, of all people!!!!!   WTF!!??!?!?  first of all (and i never condone alcohol as an excuse... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-25 13:18:59
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 46 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

monday. worst commute ever this morning.  i was half an hour late.  that hasn't happened in the longest.  at least it wasn't my fault... it's still frustrating & stress... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-28 13:55:17
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 30 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

Nathan? Nicky? Joel? Yummy? ::sigh:: the song on now makes me think of Joel.  I wonder if he ever went into the military afterall.... i kno if i texted nathan he'd... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-28 17:47:36
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 41 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

sometimes i wonder if i'm overly selfish.  i seem to have gone from one extreme to the other.  but that seems to be my life.  extremes.  back & forth.  up &... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-28 18:27:15
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 32 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

i was in the elevator coming back up to my office after lunch & saw a headline on the tv that read something like 'The federal gov't will not give anti-radiation pills to millions of people... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-29 14:41:22
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 38 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:

the feeling is amazing...almost indiscribable.  i feel free.  i feel light.  i feel like everything is finally going to be ok.  really this time.  i never imagined it... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-30 12:36:40
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 26 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:

apparently today's theme on thoughts.com is God & Jesus.  lmao  anyway, i came across a post that talked about how she misses running & how her longer shifts have made it... Read More
Posted by: foxx_flie on 2008-01-30 13:05:09
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 35 | # Comments: 0 | Tags: