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BG is interested & yes, i did kiss him the last time i saw him...i kno i kno.....
anyway, this is the problem: obviously things with Bahia have been taken to a level that hovers above full out relationship (if it's not already immersed, tho i don't want to admit it)..... i fear that if I tell BG i want to keep things 'strictly biz' it might mean that he wouldn't be so willing to work with me free of charge.... if that's the case, it's going to eff with my opportunity to have a career in music. he just sold a song to snoop dogg & signed a contract to work for him for God's sake!! are u kidding me!?!? i can't pass up the opportunity to associate with someone that has that kind of exposure!!
at the same time, i can't keep leading him on & making him think i'm interested in a relationship when i'm not at all.... i don't even kno why i kissed him last time!!! other than the fact that he was the one who made a move. i kno i could have rejected it but the same thoughts that i'm getting out now were running thru my head.... it's not that he's ugly or anything...he's actually kinda cute...and he always smells really good....but i'm just not attracted to him like that... and it's just not right for the sake of Bahia either....
so I figure I have two options.... BG leaves for miami pretty soon (about a week) & i'm thinking that i can just play it out the way i have been for the next week or so & see what happens with his thought of flying me down there to do some work...if he does, depending on how it goes, i'll figure out what i'm gonna do at that point... if not, i'll just forget the whole thing altogether & the problem will have solved itself.
or i can do what i kno is the right thing & tell him i think it's better for us to keep it strictly biz....especially since i've already been down this road before with Na....and that's definitely truthfully also a big part of the reason i want to tell him that as well. i truly do think it's a good idea to keep it all biz regardless of Bahia.
anyway, i've got a ton of work to do & i'm dying here so gotta go for now..... any feedback/suggestions would be greatly appreciated. ;o) |
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Posted by foxx_flie on 2008-06-27 12:10:22 | Rating: | Views: 51
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no insult intended...but are you a looker? attractive like? BG, may just want to bag yah love, nuthin' more. Seems like u be in a relate-onship with this bahia fella'. if dat be the case, then BG needs ta know that fact; if'n yah tell 'em yah got's a man he may back da f* offa you. And yah won't look like a c*tease in da process luv. Yah dig?
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Posted by bloodintheeyes
on 2008-07-07 07:45:16
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