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Wed we go to the casino together. I do do not feel like some get rich quick scheme,like I usually do.Although if I won the lotto big you probably wouldn,t see me(maby) Well he shift turned into a disaster.Mainly becasue of her.She wanted to bring some stuff to me and got lost.I was directing her ,to get to the right place .She went thru a intersection. I was there and I waved her over.She got all irrate and threw what ever the stuff was out the window.
So I vented this. I made a few pissed off ph calls back ,of course as chicken as Iam I didn,t make them to her cell ph.
So it will always be the same a sharp rebuke,some real time threats. Of course,this subject has been written to death by me. So right now my main concern is to take a nap.I don,t know why,I slept most of the day.
So again all the "run away" thoughts go through my head. It gets to the point where I grow numb. So I blog and she maintains control regardless.I would think let it go at that.Their are some strong attachment bounds,(I think I saw that in a self help link. I tell myself ,not to dwell on it.
Tonight was the night for cat naps,I mean I could have taken a snooze
Still though I grow tired.Tired from the first day I met her,unaware I was getting sucked in a horrible trap of despire.
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Posted by flipmaster on 2008-04-01 07:20:00 | Rating: | Views: 49
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hi i know we dont know eachother, but you remind me of a friend of mine. she is in a situation SO similar to yours. she is kept some what hostage by her mother..she is in control of her at all times. she has her controlled by her neccesities that only "she" can provide for her.
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Posted by ineed_peace
on 2008-04-05 16:37:12
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