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I continue on in my own little life as it is. Left a beer can out in the bathroom,passed out or just was plain tired woke in time to sanitize the house for the queens arrival,including removing the beer can .I was impressed by my coworker who biked 22 miles and worked out in the gym.You have to try.I figured it out I don,t .You get tired from that much excersize. She obligates my time part of which is getting kicked out .This takes up energy.so lets say I have a good workout,and on top of that she kicks me out.I now whould be in the marty mood that being taking a lot of unnecessry punishment.So I save my energy.
Plus I eat like a horse at work to make up for what I don,t eat at home.eat sweets drink alittle drink the occassional beer. \
The nights are cold which is good,not good for taking a shower outside.I take shower on the side of the house(night) Umm I suppose I will have to go to a rest room and sponge bath (note buy sponge)
(further note) extra blanket for outside.
I live in sort of a fantasy world.I remember one of my high school girl friends elizabeth who I loved and could have taken to bed but I didn,t.She was hot and I know wanted to get laid I was stupid and fucked up in the head to even know how to get to get to first bed(her words"your not very romantic) be a man david. I suppose I was unduly influenced by my mother to be passive, and the boy across the street Michael F, Michael F introduced me to playing doctor, getting naked in the weeds (no sex) but impressing on my mind homosexual traits. This was in my teens.
Dam ! I can remember alot of times I didn,t make it first base dam . !
So a bad upbringing and a wife who lives for no tommorow See past posts on her.Iam posting this as my sweet loving wife will be home soon (not) maby come back later
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Posted by flipmaster on 2007-10-21 05:40:15 | Rating: | Views: 85
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