I started this entry with various ramblings ,observations .I erased it face it,or rather Iam going to have to face.whats going in my life Its hard for me to put up defense against the unhappiness I feel. Actually Iam blown away with fatigue .
She calls and says shes out ,then she calls and says she came back, back home.So I don,t know what to think.I am thinking wrap things up here at work,get all my goodies together.finish up this blog,interent and just chill  Iam just tired of taking the burdens its like a heavy frigging weight on my shoulders.
Iam thinking a few more entries or just close it down and stop making it a burden.
I feel I will be involved in some extraordinary shut  as always tommorow. Culmulating wiht a trip to her sons house. Like she had me cut the top of the limbs of a perfectly good fruit tree,some kind of werid plan to make it grow different.Me Iam going home and just suck it up.Oh yea I have to stop by the grocery. I usually hide out on overtime,Iam going to have have to tell them no. Its the lessor of two evils ,stay up with her or go on overtime.

Although its already written into the game plan ,"call tommorow"

What do they say ,its not going to solve itself.

My apologies to the blog world I seem to stay in a rut instead of just pulling myself up and live regardless of the problems in life.

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