it started WED.Feb 27. I got off and went to sleep. 2 hr later she got me up and wanted to go and apply for a job.I went with her.We finshed that and went to a computer class,then went home. All the while she was in nervous state and snapped at me alot.

Thur

Feb 28 Was bad,she was misssing a blanket went ballastic and hit me with a vacumm wand.(the plastic part that connects to the vacuum. )this was because she blammed me for the missing blanket.

To top it off I had to go on over time(work) caught the bus went to work and came back.She in a vindicative mood had torn up some stuff So Iam not going to rant and rave.Today she discovered the heat wasn,t off but the door wasn,t open.I turned the heat down.

She will go to the casino and lose herself .I will cherish the moment,going home,leting it all hang out. At one time I would plan a trip thru the woods,taking care of the those naturalist habits,letting the sun shine where it usually doesn,t.

As far as the abuse,there is solutions. Some driven by violence. Like today she hit me on the back,I invited her to hit me with the vacume tube(wand). Whatever. I told her to go ahead and stab me. No would I let her do that No .

So she is gone and you would thing this would be good chance to straighted up some loose ends,maby so