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umm everyone stopped asking about my wife who has end stage renal disease. An overall plan to put my mind at ease or are the "c" suckers going to fire me for being spaced out over my wife being sick. If its getting canned then screw the "Mf,ers" Fucking bastards. I will probbaly get paronoid for saying this or change or block my profile.or erase it.
I notice the few cigarettes Iam smoking are starting to screw me up
Back to paragraph one. I have been acting out on the job,which is probably bad. Also a lot of compulsive behaviors no one else on the job would do. I really do need to see a shrink (note when is thoughts going to put in a spell check)
so Iam I screwed. Mon I need to get the ball rolling on dialysis for my wife.Hospice has been treating us real nice,since the consensus is she wanted to turn down dialysis.
Society as a whole is caring but lets say you read about someone dying or has died for some particular reason or another. You really cann,t care you may feel a moment of sadness,but it doesn,t involve you so you move. Thats the way its set up. Who gives a fuck really you die you die,you get buried and and the world moves.
I have been spending her money like crazy on personnal stuff .I went into 7 11 and bought a watered down slurpee.(sorry we are out of long straws) and two hot dogs "'2 for 2.22",also a frigging lotto scratch off which I won another ,one of the prizes is a cash five card.Give me a fucking break.
I have mad money stashed away,so from now on Iam spending that money on the frevolous stuff like hookers smokes and booze.
So goes the life as my freedom ticks away.
My relief shows up at the same time. 2340 I spend a few minutes and Iam off to the adventure sof my wife.
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Posted by flipmaster on 2008-07-14 00:03:03 | Rating: | Views: 40
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