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A good day if you want to call it that.Iam still paranoid over loosing her dictionary ,Iam blaming the grandkids for throwing it out the back window of the car,little bastards.
I don,t have alot of affection for them ,oh ok yes I do but they hard to discipline.Actually its another thorn in my life and my ability to stand up for myself.
Being able to stand up for yourself must be a big fucking deal uh.. The PFB(cuss word) gave me my evaluation(repeating myself here)One big thing was be more aggressive,when answering the ph say it in a more deep authoritative tone Well mother Fs I cann,t because Iam scared shitless.She calls up and triggers some bad emotions.Iam going to have to tell her,her itching is because shes not taking care of her kidneys(dialysis) Its futile to keep scratiching her and her bitching about it.I really do wish I had the vodka in the car.Although I did spot some beer.However I have to go somewhere else tonight where beer on your breath is a no no Umm go figure. I got up to put on my jacket and the thought had crossed my mind that there really is no other alternative to get away from this livivng hell but to get the fuck out.If I were suicidal I would do something .Maby some stupid act of violence and sit in cell and wonder,it could have been different if I did that or did this or did that
It boils to having a real problem that ia not mending its self. Plus my insane compulsion of ripping off the man.Imagine a 60 year old mans goal is to accumulate as much monster energy drink as possible.Peope aren,t dumb fucks.
Take for instance they hire someone to be stuck on a access gate and pay them minium wage. Bah Iam so freaking pissed off.the PSB makes an an enormous wage,well not as much as lets say an engineer. So hes a huge con artist.
Iam thinking this whole work site is going to get reorganized .So I might have to share with someother SOB I hate people /Yet I like to be around them. Alot has lost its grandor,
I feel like a jerk for scounging Iam not going into details. Iam sick of laying out my pain,but thats what its here for right
Well iam burnt out even If I aome up with some spectaclur thought it will do me no good,I just need to face reality
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Posted by flipmaster on 2007-12-23 17:46:54 | Rating: | Views: 99
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