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I went to a furniture consignment place(where someone sells your furniture) Sounds interesting,but you sign a contract.Since I have to do this behind my wifes back,I,ll probably say screw it.I went to the doctor and he fixed up a boil I had back there.Gave me a prescription for vicodine,woopee! and some anibiotics. This was a day after she, went berserko and told me to leave on a work day,no car.Umm why don,t I go berserko. I spent 26 dollars of my hard earned money on a taxi that took me home. I have 12 hr shift at work so I have plenty of time to kill.Watched a whole bunch of intertube shows on CBS and NBC. 5:30 I have to let contractors in so all the work really begins at the end of the shift.Naturally I haven,t done a dam thing towards my future tonight becasue everything is frigging calm(like always huh) So waiting for her to hand out the shit so I can be depressed again .Good thoughts.Why not let shit hit the fan. Why because nothing is sacred,bring it up and its all or nothing with her in charge of the purse strings.

So its 330am I wish it would get cold.Thai kills all the bugs off especially if you live out side. I went walking in the woods.My desire to practise my nudist activities killed. Trying real hard to get in touch with reality. There is no reality.I suspect loosing it would help. Not even that,she bit me on the arm once tore up a perfect good field jacket.Story of my lifeI broke her arm .The next day we were in Las Vegas.There is a rule for everything.

Well pretty soon go through the ritual of contractors coming in.I was thinking Iam going to take a vicodine and drink a beer.Actually it would be nice to drink some vodka and drink sevewral beers.

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Dave