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already Iam tired
I started watching a movie "the 4 horseman" about some marines in Iraq. Anyway no offense to our soldiers over there but the movies lacked something.One of the marines(this was true story) stared in the movie. I watch these movies on a web site .It partially sucks,the movies......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-02 14:03:26 | Rating:

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Already Iam tired Part 2
I mess myself up on sleep.like self torture.Like I call up about overtime and they yes and it starts at 1300 But I got off at 0800 but Iam full of caffine so I cann,t fall asleep. I go anyway JUST SAY NO !! Then the double whami!! this is where you screw yourself twice(working shifts back to......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-03 16:58:46 | Rating:

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Self abuse/Already tired part 3
She being gone I thought I would turn over a new leaf and go to bed early.Well I did but not without smoking a couple of cigarettes and sucking down some vodka.I went to sleep on the floor (no didn,t pass out) just a extream behavior like tarzan sleeping in the jungle. So I wonder as Iam......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-06 03:35:21 | Rating:

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I need a candy bar
Erased the first post.As usual tired ,I think my whole life with her lately has been tired.It increases because she requires scratching and massage due to her kidney disease. This is the same old story I have been preaching.So its ovious just hang in there and endure.Edure untile......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-10 17:31:23 | Rating:

| Views: 36 | Comments: 0 | Tags: sleep deprivation

more and more
they called up about overtime,at least I got a good heads up.Its in a college dorm.So I know Iam going to take a nap and maby sneak a hot shower. I was at the college dorm before,you walk the floors to stop the "fine upstanding college students from smashing things" college students......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-11 00:10:23 | Rating:

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woke up confessions of the soul
she being gone I launch into obessive compulsion #2 self gradification like always ,its not a instant process stimulating yourself,I put my clothes back on. Drink the tea with booze in it.No body wins here except her.Now Iam feeling fatigued .Was it wrong finding the booze bottle in......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-11 09:38:43 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 1 | Tags: self stimulation

frozen in time
I just don,t want to do anything.Like I have been shoot with an arrow laced with deadly african numb poisen. (from the numb tree) I started off thinking I would do the wifes resume.Now Iam thinking of doing mine(key word thinking) What I want to is look up kidey disease. Maby look at my resume......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-13 19:43:31 | Rating:

| Views: 27 | Comments: 1 | Tags: hi di ho neighbor

smooth ???
Its not working,well all this blogging its good but one needs to get down to earth,really try try . At home all day.Playing catch up to what? Ahh well when I go to work maby accomplish something worth while . I want to get down in the trenches down and dirty. The point is,its something that in......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-14 06:15:30 | Rating:

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Bad as it gets
my teeth have taken a turn for the worse. Eventually I will have to see someone or pull them myself.Its nice watching your teeth go black. Like I told someone you cut off my big toe if it meant healthy teeth.This is ridiculous. Yes none of these problems is going away. (the bitch) ,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-17 18:05:07 | Rating:

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overdone
when your using the office computer to blog,oviouisly you open to coworkers reading your stuff.So its either make only "me" that can view or go to another site not like a blog but where you can post and its not so open,plus delete this blog D ...Read More