You cann,t be blogging just to be blogging(my rule)

Kind of a laid back day.I need to accomplish somethng,resume(mind) look for jobs (hers) Iam avoiding releasing sexual tension on my own,thinking if I get horny enough maby I will have sex with her. I havent had sex for so long,it doesn,t have any real appeal.Iam just used to taking matters in hand. Of course that gets old,however its a good tension reliever.I wish you could bottle the orgasim effect what a trip that would be. Imagine in the future the Gov regulates orgasim pills (2 a week) But the orgasim last longer umm(on the pill) What !crazy

He was here when I got here,offered me a position ,but I turned it down as your hours are cut during holidays.Well anyway he says I wouldn,t be able to spread my food around(insulting). So I tend to accumulatre alot of cups .Tea,water,coffee.etc.Not really.Food no.Whose to argue.just don,t leave anything around.He calls up and asks what kind of food I want,since it is the annual christmas dinner for all the worker bees.

I chose chicken he said this is a steak house. Umm this people have my number,maby it seens Iam getting accused for things Iam not guility of. My fame precedes me. A littlel bit of immaturity I suppose,looking for left over food upstairs. As the mature world eats me alive.To wit the late night escapdes,survival woods syndrome well its 2038hr

Got through with a patrol,and I don,t feel like doing anything,but I know I need to accomplish something along the job hunting part
Well I haven,t accomplished anything.Iam in a depressed feeling.Heh that brings to mind,go buy some St Johns Wart.

Let me get out of here I really don,t want to blog for a while,love to vist the thoughts ,though and read what other people say

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