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Iam loosing it. So she is not home and I launch into a stupid obession one of many.Its insane.Its like you wake up and start hitting your head against the wall for no apparent reason. Its just you have a urge to hit your head on the wall
So I have the obession then it muitiplys to getting on the compter,then slurping some vodka
Actually I hope they don,t call me to go anywhere.I am going to lie my ass off to her.Unfortuntatly I was thinking if she is home I will be forced to attend to her needs. Scatch me here scratch me there.Massage its bad ,because its not a loving massage,its just a hard duty one needs to get out of the way,so i can scratch and scratch.I can visualize the tapping of her finger where I should scratch.So I hope I wrap this up (blog)put my feet up and relax for the festivities ahead.
I believe I don,t need this.To go against all that she dishes out means a firm decisive decison I have never brought myself to make.It seems as time goes on and her ignoring the treatment she is handing me there has to be a point where even I crack under the strain.
In reality you never plan enough I thought as I was walked around the building where I worked at anything ever done carries a tremendous emotional gut wrenching change,which Iam sure my subconscience Has me all locked inside.However I have whined about this forever,Who knows maby God will work a miricle(umm need to get on my knees and pray) well maby God will push me in the right direction
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Uggh eating some cheese,the salt content is terrible ugh,probably keel over from eating this cheese.and die .my body will not be discovered for days. Meanwhile the rats will have ate it,a befitting way to go
I was thinking of taking a shower here. (that would be pushing the envelope) I went and aquired some vitimines in the building.
Actually if you want to know the real truth Iam burnt out .There is never a real time where I can relax.Like tonight Already she needs a massage.On top of that ,its the weight. Well Iam zoned out cann,t function
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Posted by flipmaster on 2007-12-29 23:47:41 | Rating: | Views: 75
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