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Iam at work m relief comes in at 2340hr (1140pm) you already knew that.I work overtime in the hot sun which was a dumb idea Iam sensitive to the sun so I had better watch out. I have some vodka in the car so Iam going to pour it in some energy drink.When I get home I take everything off and smoke part of a cigarette.I don,t smoke a whole cigarette because II end up clearing my throat all the time.In my simple litle life.I try to please my wife.What else is there,never once do I hit a good jack pot on the lotto scatch off
Iam so pissed off my wife has kidney disease and is weak,It depletes your iron .So she gallently hangs on living a make believe life.Maby we should both just cease to exist. I have thought about, that hopfully end up in the nut house.I can see me running away,what a joke. Cherish these fantasies.
Iam sick of it.Hoever I stick to the routine lord knows .The vodka was only a pint shame Iam almost done with it. I drank more vodka on the way home and fell asleep on the living room floor naked.I woke up after dreaming some dream about being perfectly helpless .I live in sureal world. it like being in a box and you cann,t move of course your naked.So your inside sreaming for reality.
Dave
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Posted by flipmaster on 2007-10-12 22:13:02 | Rating: | Views: 62
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