Do you ever feel like you really need someone to talk to, but you have no one to listen? I have family, some friends, but they are all so busy with their own lives, their own problems that I hate to just call them up and vent. I normally feel even worse for laying it all on them afterwards anyway. This is my new plan to try and get out what I'm feeling, what's been bothering me, even some small joys that seem maybe too small for others to appreciate but I want to tell them to someone anyway. Yes, this is my alternate life, so-to-speak. I have the usual blog like all the other college students I know, and my list of random friends that I do know, or at least have met once, but I still hold back from posting the things I really want to say for the same reasons I don't call and talk to my family and closest friends. I don't want them to worry, or think I'm crazy, I also don't like whiny people, which I know this blog will make me a hypocrit, but even I understand that some people NEED to whine, this way though, no-one really knows me, or feels obligated to listen. You can go about your business or sit and read. It makes no matter to me because I technically will not know if zero or a hundred people read this anyway.
Thats my statement of intent, so you have been warned. Move along now if you wish.

I could be someone you know, but you'll never know it.