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| The day I lost |
I've been wondering if anyone (besides myself) has ever woken up one day dazed. Now I don't mean like a drunken stupor or high or whatever, but a genuine daze. It's as if you're not really awake nor are you dreaming. Kind of living by your mechanical and chemical impulses.
A good way to put it, is your mind has transcended your body. You're watching yourself from the outside. A robot basically. Nothing is going on up there but what is already programmed. No thinking or emotion. Just breathing. Now I wonder if anyone else has gone through a whole day like that? I have only once before, and the next day I could hardly remember what happened. A blank chapter in my life.
Sometimes I wish, when life is stressful, that I could go back to that day. Relive the nothing. Kind of take a break from the chaos known as life. Granted I love my life, I love my family and I love the very few people I call my friends, but sometimes a break is needed to keep my sanity. And that is the only healthy thing that I can think of to escape.
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Posted by findingsolace on 2009-09-09 18:29:51 | Rating: | Views: 23
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