Mondays suck...Rainy monday's are worse...Mondays should be banished, they are not deserving of a title mondays=slow torture...I guess Im feeling a little blue today...maybe it's the rain, the pain, or just my brain...from time to time i get a little short fused i guess you could say...its been 1 week 1 day and a few hours since i have last released my agression...i didnt really realize how important training was until today...it brings about an inner peace, maybe i just like feeling my heart pumping, the sweat dropping, the muscles aching, maybe i like to see my own blood...regardless, im suffering...I went back to work today, i recieved a warm welcome from my clients...actually, aftering thinking about it, I was more missed by my patients than by my coworkers...at times, I wonder exactly who the sick ones really are....being in the middle, it is really hard for me to clarify...sadly i can really relate to my patients but struggle with relating to "normal" people...go figure...I feel like im slipping a little, i've been fantisizing way too much lately...im almost certian its because i've bottled up the frustrations of daily life...I finally found a coping mechanism  Lifes tradagies: I’ve certainly experienced some of the really nasty ones, but who knows what’s out there waiting for me, for any of us. And as long as I know that this coping mechanism does make me feel better in the short term, it’s technically on the table, and I’d like for it not to be on the table...


Insight is often mistaken for madness