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Fear, Regret

And now that I've communicated that we want different things and that I don't think our relationship will work out, he said some things that really frightened me. I'm worried that he may turn violent because it has happened before. He is a bit of a drama king, I now feel very foolish for having confided in him the way I did and overlooking some of the areas that were of concern to me. Needless to say, I am lousy at chosing men.

And I should have known better than to become involved with someone who is just out of a divorce, he is still smiting from the divorce. But at the time it seemed like a good idea, he could understand some things that a guy who had never been married wouldn't. And I guess I made him out to be a better person than he actually is because I wanted to believe in him. I'm sooooo stupid!

I should probably take a time out from relationships and dating and just focus on myself and getting things done. I no longer trust myself to make the right decision anymore. I'm tired of devoting so much of my time to relationships.