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nothing special
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Am I at a point in life where I am no longer in control.
I feel that I am at my wits end.
Nothing to look back on
with nothing to look forward to.
Life's light seems rather dim.
I am not eleoquent
I am not beautiful
there is nothing speical about...
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fanniesphilosophy on 2008-05-02 22:32:58
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Unfair Wars
A child plays by herself, she is a loner.
Mud and her brother's hand-me-downs GI Joes
seem to Entertain her at this moment.
Barbie comes to Ambush the camouflage troop of little action figures.
They fight with honor and...
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fanniesphilosophy on 2008-04-21 21:53:18
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Hair cut
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I got my hair cut this weekend. It looks great, it is an awesome haircut, but I think I look bad with whatever hair I have.
Why are there some people that are so beautiful and some who have nothing of beauty to offer the world?
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fanniesphilosophy on 2008-04-20 23:41:08
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Relapse
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I am an adult who has lapsed into her childish ways agian. Too much is going on and I reverted back into my old "habits". I don't want to call them habits, but rather a way of dealing with the emotional turmoil.
I started cutting again. I don't remember the last time I did this....
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fanniesphilosophy on 2008-04-17 19:29:11
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one person
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Cryptic messages and thoughts haunt me today. I can't seem to ease my mind of the total spin cycle that it is in. There is a lot going on for me right now and I feel that I have reached out to people and they have seemed to wash their hands of me. I am too much, I go too far and I scare...
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fanniesphilosophy on 2008-04-16 17:42:43
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I feel like total garbage
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Today, I made a friend of mine cry. I told her about my health and my disease and my prognosis.
I shouldn't have told her, I don't want her to worry and she doesn't need to.
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fanniesphilosophy on 2008-04-14 18:04:46
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Just thinking about me...
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I am such a procrastinator. I start with all the right intentions, but then something else gets my mind and I would prefer to do that. I don't have any motivation. You think I would with grades and evaluations, but alas, I do not.
I feel very lonely.
I feel that no one wants...
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fanniesphilosophy on 2008-04-13 21:59:53
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Plain and simple
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There isn't too much about me. I would like to think that everyone has a story to tell. I am sure we all do. Perhaps it is where we come from or where we are going or who we are married to or dating.
In reading others postings I see people out there who are sad, lonely, in some...
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Posted by:
fanniesphilosophy on 2008-04-13 00:14:12
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