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So ... I just found out that my boyfriend has been keeping something really huge from me. It's not anything that has to do with us but something to do with my sister. He just told me that he was the first to know and he has been keeping it from me. It was like a shock to me. I don't know why it bugs me so bad. She asked him not to tell me. Maybe its that I think of us as one and when I know things he knows them too and I trust him not to talk about it.
I just don't know how he could keep it from me. I feel like he has been lying to me. I think I am being irrational but I still feel betrayed.
I wouldn't keep things from him.
And last week we had a problem that made me question us a little. I just felt like he didn't feel what I feel and that I was farther in than he was. I dont want to get hurt I really dont.
I feel so bad right now.
How could this make me feel so bad? I feel so stupid ! I just feel like he is lying to me even though thats not the case ... I guess I just didnt think that he could or would keep things from me and then I find out .. oh ... nope he definitely can and will and you will be none the wiser. :(
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Posted by faeriekissed on 2008-08-06 15:20:05 | Rating: | Views: 21
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