This day has been so so stressful. I was late to work and seems everything since them went wrong, and i didnt get much of a lunch break on account of me almost an hour late!

Saw a photo of myself today which was taken over the summer, and i look so fat! Im glad ive lost the weight i have lost, i look apauling! Thank god im continuting with the weight-loss. lets hope that i can quite the smoking as well.

My friend who maybe be pregnant took a test. She is still no more enlightened to her situtation. The test went weird, and in the window where a spot should appear if the test is working, worked! The other one sort-of showed a spot. Although maybe not, so we all still have to wait, she is buying a multi-pack tomorow to make double certain.
However another friend, who is trying to conseive with her husband, is cross that the other friend maybe pregnant, when she is trying. They already have a child, and if im honnest, should wait a while until they have another. They cant really control this one, so another one so close, would be bad. And they have practically lost their social lives.
Is this whats going to happen from now on? My friends have children and they start dropping away?

Bit nervous about the date tomorow. I've even thought about what to wear. Im thinking, a mix of skinny jeans, vintage blazer and vivienne westwood. Maybe pearls? Although I dont want to stand out too much from him, in the way he dresses, as ive been told i dress quite strangely and i dont want him to be emphasised against me.
Im sure the reason for this...but im not going to think about it. Or anaylise it over and over.
Procrastination is such a time waster!