When i wrote myprevious  blog before, i said that me and my boyfriend, are having sex on a regular basis, maybe we're not.
We had not seen one another for a few days, and i was quite up for sex, but he wasnt.
He has not instigated it for a few weeks now.
I know, its come to the time where we dont just rip one anothers clothes off, and have passionate, racey sex everyday. I want him to still want me.

He makes comments on the sexiness of celebrities, which is fine by me, but he no longer makes the compliments to me.
He if anything, points out my faults never my good points, and I feel if i said something, he would either A- think i was ''nagging'' or B say that he didn't think there was anything to comment on, and this would open up a larger box of bees. Causing him to think about it and think that he isnt actually attracted to me, and no one wants that conversation.

 I suppose its bad that Im thinking this.

Maybe my sex drive is too high, I feel like I want to have sex alot. Sometimes I feel like i could rip strangers clothes off. I find myself flirting with people that I meet in bars. I know this is wrong, but i suppose if things are not great in your relationship - you look elsewhere.
At the moment i am only looking.