It seems that im in far far to deep and now i cant get out of going on the date with my supervisor at work.
Although the word 'date' has not clearly been stated, what else is it? Two friends who flirt and are suggestive to one another, going out for a drink alone...DATE!
And although, I have weighed everything up, im still going!!! I need to say no, but all ive sed is yes!
The last date i went on, was with a guy whom i met randomly, and then i met him for the date he looked like a totally diffrent person. He was the most excrutiatingly quiet and shy person i'd ever met. Worst date ever! We went to the cinema, and we got pic n' mix and when he was putting the sweets in the bag he kept shaking. It was so embarassing! Then we got drinks and went into the film, and he went out to get another straw for the drink, because he didnt want to use the same one!!!
This was quite a while ago, as ive not being up for anything recently, and have mostly fooled around with people I know, and now I am quite scared.
Because its not been categoried as a 'date', there is no order or code of conduct!
What to wear, how to act, how fashionably late to be? What to talk about. AGHHH!
So its all set for friday night. 8.30!
I am still thinking I could back out of it. Its all too soon. Today is tuesday which means that is 3 days!
He purposfully scheduled our breaks together today, and approached me at the coffee machine, so we would discuss the plans for this.
So if you see two people in a bar, the guy amazingly tall, and the woman half his height, looking slightly uncomfortable and confused...its prob me. Come rescue me!