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It seems as though I found something to distract myself with, throwing myself into an old hobby with a new passion, picking up something new on the way. It all started with the book Twilight, which has led me to find that there's a sequel and actually another 2 books after that as well as a movie coming out. I realized that I really wanted to read Burned by Ellen Hopkins so I could realize some things for myself, and being unable to find it (not that I looked at Borders of course, cause there it was) anywhere I ordered it off amazon and started buying off every book I could find that looked interesting and that my budget could fit. After which I also went on a crazy spree at Borders and bought some more books. Now I'm just lost in my own world, noticing that I can keep my cool much better.
Tomorrow I have to go to Lisa's which may be awkward. I realize that this is not really therapy, this is a session of babble coming from my mouth. Word vomit that never ceases, and when so much stuff has happened as has in the past 2 weeks, I'd just rather remain silent. My mouth would not be able to spit everything out in 45 minutes and she wouldn't be able to give me all the adequate responses. It's easier to just try and do this on my own now. I think I feel better, I can handle it. My mind should be moving somewhere in the right direction now. Where exactly I do not know, but it look like it will be a good place in the end. I've been waiting.
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Posted by exxenta on 2008-04-28 00:31:42 | Rating: | Views: 38
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