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them vs you vs me
The whole day is just constant ups and downs. Perhaps I should come to terms with the fact that I'm borderline. It's scary how I can read through all those articles and they describe me so definitely. So do I even exist or is it all just borderline pulling on all my actions? Do I love? Or is it......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-30 20:15:00 | Rating:

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restless
Considering what a restless procrastinator I am I will probably be writing here a lot, maybe even several times a day. Maybe even 10 or so on weekends when I am really bored and have nothing to do and keep smoking non stop? Right now I should be doing my note cards for my english class, since......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-30 20:45:00 | Rating:

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My secret is fatally gorgeous; I'd die for you...
I can't believe how easily cutting comes. I just sort of swept the razor through my wrist without even looking, practically without feeling, just looking down to see the blood flowing. I was sitting in water and something was tearing at me. I'm destroying myself and I want to stop, but everything......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-31 00:35:00 | Rating:

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I knitted you a hat of blue and gold...
I just started listening to another song by Spill Canvas and I don't want to let this one go either. It's called "Sunsets and Car Crashes," and oh god, it can make my mind race. Makes me want to be somewhere else, being help by someone's arms. His arms. What's wrong with me and......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-31 17:45:00 | Rating:

| Views: 4 | Comments: 0 | Tags: black and white

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