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Creative reading.
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It seems as though I found something to distract myself with, throwing myself into an old hobby with a new passion, picking up something new on the way. It all started with the book Twilight , which has led me to find that there's a sequel and actually another 2 books after that as well as a......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-28 00:31:42 |
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patience therapy books
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This keeps ringing in my ears.
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How much I want it to be like it was. No one ever turned around and said that it was false pretense.
It's something that I can't get past. Something that haunts me, keep me awake at night, steals my tears.
Wishful thinking cannot undo the damage. But there must be a way to go on, a way to......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-27 00:10:01 |
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memories
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Procrastination.
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I have so much work to do, but for some reason the past 4 hours I've been unable to even touch any of my books. I have way too much going on in my head and as the time slips by me I get anxious realizing I have less and less time to do it. Even now - as I am writing this. I want to let my......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-22 21:07:09 |
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work
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Don't want to talk about it.
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I don't want to talk about it.
We're not getting anywhere discussing this. I just want to get away, but my insides don't want to forget.
I'm sorry that I can't forget how much it hurts, how much you lie, how many promises were broken.
I'm sorry if I find it hard to believe that I mean......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-13 16:11:01 |
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talk
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Finishline Explicit Content
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I will be concise about this. I've never known what hate was like, I was apathetic to the emotion of hate, because never knew that it could be involuntary. But the way it goes...
I hate her for hurting you and tre...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-12 01:12:08 |
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endings
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Can you please sing me to sleep?
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I left my phone on silent. I'll check it once in a while to see if I get any text messages. I'm only waiting for one particular one. I'm only waiting for one particular person. I just want to check if the being unable to feel thing now applies to everything. ...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-07 21:19:00 |
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numb
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Existence is a measure of belief... Explicit Content
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I'll deal with the paperwork, I'll deal with their stress at having to make the arrangements, I'll deal with decisions, I just can't deal with the fact that he's gone. I always put off calling him because in the back of ...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-05 22:41:58 |
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death
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We can never be prepared for death...
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I just found out that my father died of a massive heart attack. I run away from this, like I run away from everything I do not like. I do not want to deal with this, to deal with death. Yes, I'm hurt. Scared. Sad. Can someone hold me, please? ...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-05 02:15:47 |
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death
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