my mind wanted to speak ... to shout... and to blow...
i am so confused now... totally ... eveything in my life..

am trying to live a good life... to save some good memories... to show to everyone that i am capable of doing things which other can do and can't. i wanted to excel in all things. in my job... in my life... in my entire system..

however, there are factors that will greatly affect and totally will disturb/ruin your plans.. to hinder and burn.. to stop and be still...

how i wish to have good powers... to change the destiny,,, to change everyone.,,
should i start to pray????