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yesterday i was in my bed thinking until 6 am ( i couldnt fall asleep) and i realized that im gonna be a nobody again.. i mean ive spent most of my life trying to fit and be noticed, then i finally realized that i dont need to try ne more i have frends and a life thatz not entirely boring...then i finalyy had a good life not a sad depressed 1 ne more...i had a pretty good yr. i got to go places my best frend lived a cross the street she knew cute guys.... that i lost my virginity to (who were much older) i had my first smoke in her house and everything......but now im gonna be the new girl again i hate that nobody understood me at all then i made frends and sum ppl kind of understood me or my life...but now im in a new town,new house,my sister and my dog rnt even with me, and i have to make new frends, it took me 3yrs. to make frends to be noticed or talked to, even if it was bad stuff and now i have to explain to people y my wists are cutt and y i have bruises all over my body and why i like the music that i like...its just not worth my time or effort every bodys gonna think of me as the weird mixed girl who act my white than she does black...and then there'll wonder why i wont say ne thing...because to tell u the truth i really couldnt care less if i was called a lesbian or a white girl...ive been called those things all my life and it really doesnt matter if im bi or straight or gay or ugly...cuz ppl like me 4 me and everybody who doesnt get that like my mom or step dad....they can all kiss my ass
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Here let me teach you how to build yourself up. First of all, I believe you are what you think. All that you said about yourself, you put a negative twist on it.
Go back and list your character traits again, and say something positive about them. What people see when they look at you, and talk to you, is what you see in yourself.
Take a second look at yourself. And be good to yourself in your thoughts and the words that you speak.
Try it, it may change your life, and your outlook on your new surroundings.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-08-20 01:57:44
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I'M READING YOUR POST AND YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON,BUT I DON'T THINK YOU REFLECT THAT WHEN YOU HAVE SUCH NEGATIVE OUTLOOK ABOUT YOURSELF. YOU WILL COME ACROSS PEOPLE THAT ARE JUST IGNORANT, AND THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT DON'T DESERVE YOUR ATTENTION. BUT IN THAT MIX, THERE WILL BE PEOPLE THAT ALSO WANT TO GET KNOW YOU BETTER. ALWAYS TELL YOURSELF YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON.
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Posted by JESSIE509
on 2007-08-24 10:35:02
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