my mom is totally ridin my ass about skool cuz last yr. i got cuaght up in sum mest up stuff like sex,drugs,..things like that my mom didnt kno though..all she knew was that my grades were going down and i kept getting referrels like everyday also that i almost flunked out of ninth grade... what can i say highschool is great place for all of that stuff to go down i'll tell u about it....in eighth grade i met sum bad people most of them went to west aurora (my old school) but sum of them went to junior high like me. most of them failed eighth grade and were older than me i started givin blowjobs to people and experimenting with cigs, nothing more. then in ninth grade i hungout with everybad person i knew more and more cuz the eighth graders finally passed (cuz i gace them answers to tests and stuff) and the highschoolers, well sum of them flunked and sum passed but we still went to the same skool. ne way i started meeting alot of people like me (lost,confused, and unwanted) then i started experimenting with drugs, thatz how i lost my verginity i was high as hell on weed, then it was coke, i even did the perminent marker thing, i got busted for holding for my friend in my locker, got suspended, then i got cuaght smokin it in the girls bathroom with my chicas. then i took a break from all the bad shit i was doin ( that lasted like a week) then i started having sex, it made me feel like i was wanted and i was pretty. then i became gothic i was hangin out with almost everyone i was kinda popular, then i eased down a little cuz my mom was starting to catch on to my bad habits, so i became a punk/skater the only reason why i look like that in my pics is becuz my mom made me were that i hate yellow, my colors are blue,black,green, and hot pink, ne wayz now my moms been making me read and do these stupid review books on math,reading,and lang/arts. its so annoying she even took my skateboard now all im feeling these days is HIM, and blink 182 - adam's song and there song called dammit it really helps me out that song i mean if u r ever fucked up listen to that song it makes feel like in the future what i can do it helps me stop cutting and stop thinkin of my dead dad or brother. thatz all.

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