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| i'm still fragile, i'm still hopeless |
Today has been a wonderfully lazy day. I did some downloading and watched some TV. After a while I got a bit bored with that, so I cleaned the apartment, watched some more tv, and have finally moved to my bedroom to do some more cleaning. I managed to talk to my mom, which is a miracle because she's very hard to reach, and also was able to talk to my dad. It seems like I'm a very popular girl right now...everyone wants me to come visit them. But with the new job and gas prices, I'm not sure that I will manage. My mom is only about 4 hours away in Alabama, and if I visit her I can visit my grandparents as well. My dad is 9 hours away in Indiana though, and it's such a long drive to make during the summer. I'm thinking I'll wait until September or October. At least that way the weather will be a little cooler and it won't be so hard on my car. I miss everyone. It's hard living away from all your family.
Saad is in Wisconsin with his boss for a flight show and sent me a picture text today of John Travolta's jet. Saad thinks he's there at the flight show, but hasn't seen him yet. I thought that was pretty cool though.
I'm in a mood to organize. My room isn't that messy but it could use some organization. I think that's what I'll spend the next few hours doing. I know that once school begins again I won't have much free time between classes and work, so I might as well take advantage of an evening of free time and get organized. I'm a bit of a neat freak at times but I have a habit of letting things get messy and then freaking out and cleaning everything. I can't concentrate on class work when my surroundings are too messy so if I get organized maybe I can avoid letting everything get messy to begin with. Wow. This whole paragraph seemed like one long sentence in my head, so I hope it makes sense :)
...but you can blame it one me, and the person you thought I wanted you to be...but don't you blame it on love, cause you will regret it then and from now on...
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