Well, after reading my own posts on here. I would think Im a bit of whiner and or very dramatic. I will admit to the drama queen or at least in the theater of my mind. I seem to only write when I am extremely upset or depressed. I am alright today because I only had to work one job today. plus, it gets better my husband and baby are out of the house. i have gone awal and lovin it. my life is pretty regular compared to everyone elses except that i refuse to accept complacency in relationships and life in general. Why be miserable with your life when things could be different? if only i could convince my husband that. but i am afraid that he will have learn that by himself. so he could stop making me miserable. well, i will keep dreaming and i am sure i will get let down cuz we are human and I will write again.