I love him dearly, dont get me wrong. I try to do all I can to build him up as a person and as a man. But I am soooo frustrated. supposed to be in this together. NOT! I dont understand how a person can make vows to do this and that and thats it. Why would you promise? dont promise unless you mean it. what ever happened to being a person of your word? old fashioned but the people that keep their word are responsible and dependable. Good workers, good friends and etc. i thought you were, guess not. too late now. I am stuck now. its kinda a good thing. because if I had known before the severity of this character issue, I am not too confident... well, let me stop there. i like i said I do love him dearly. only time will tell and the wounds in my heart will continue until then. hopefully i dont lose it until then.