well it is my first official mothers day and its alright. except for the fact that once again my mother has a fit over nothing because i did what she asked. but apparently she was trying to do the 'fake humbleness'. whatever, mom. say what you mean and mean what you say. i am done with mind games. i did get to start the day off by actually having sleep which is rare for a mother of a one year old. that was wonderful so if i just focus on that and excuse all the parts of my husband doing nothing and being selfish by trying to invite people over so he is not bored and give me work to do. goody! that is always what i want to do on a day off. its my favorite! nevermind that its mothers day and the least he could do is try to think of me for one day, one day. nevermind a lifetime together. why is that these family holidays are so good to bring out the worst in a family.