evanescence urn:uuid:53871a2c-2707-1fc1-9ef6-8da398863adf 2009-08-06T10:42:13-04:00 evanescence Send him a KISS urn:uuid:8c569227-cdeb-0c38-d636-bcf5e3a40512 2009-08-06T10:25:45-04:00


The moon is full.
I look across the ocean
Its beautiful light is flickering.
I smile at the thought of you
Of a time when you and I
spent many a night,
walking along the beach.
Laughing and holding hands.
Our hearts were pure
we were so in love.
That crooked smile
The one you gave me often.
It is like yesterday.
I wonder sometimes where you are.
So long ago it was.
We promised
to always keep in touch.
Funny how things fall by the way side.
Time, families, LIFE.
Yet I remember.
I think of you.
I wonder.
Where are you now?
Are you happy?
I hope so.
As these winds pick up.
And a chill comes over me.
I think of when that chill mattered not.
I was with you and warm all over.
As the darkness grows
And the shades of night
continue to change.
I can hear an echoe
in the background.
I am being called back
Back to my life.
I turn and give them a
"Okay be right there"
And I will be back with them soon.
But first I need one more moment...
I look up at the mystical moon.
Blowing my kiss
into the breeze.
May it touch your face.
May you feel my warmth
and smile that crooked smile.
In a fond memory of once was.
Not so much a wanting or needing.
A Beautiful memory
One of you and I.
Our youthful summers.
Discovering life
and enjoying each other.
So here it goes!
A kiss 
Yes you were...
Yes you are.
Worth a moment or two.
Alone with my thoughts.
The moon sees you as he sees me now.
He will give you this message.
It was ours once.
Time
Worth the passing.
Worth so much even now.
Safe and well babe!
Those are my wishes for you.
For you and yours.
Where ever you are.
Know that still..
I smile
Never forgetting.
Our time.
You.

~Scarlet~

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]]> The SECRET about SECRETS urn:uuid:d326dc2a-4bfe-262c-962e-ce4fed071ef2 2009-07-31T12:39:30-04:00


Got a secret....
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is DEAD…


Why do you smile?
Like you've been told a secret!

Now you're telling lies
Cause you have sworn to keep it

But no one keeps a secret!!!
No one keeps a secret!!!!

Why? When we do...
our DARKEST deeds
Do we tell?

They burn in our brains
Become a living H=E=L=L!

Cause
everybody
tells

E v e r y b o d y  
T E L L S …


Got a secret....
Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the GRAVE!

If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said

Cause TWO can keep a secret
If one of them is
DEAD…

L=o=o=k into my  E~Y~E~S
Now you're getting sleepy

Are you hypnotized?
By secrets that you're keeping?

I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping

Got a secret....
Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save??!!

Better lock it,
in your pocket


Taking this one to the GRAVE...

If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is D=E=A=D!


Alison?

Y*es, Katherine?

I have something...
I want to tell you, BUT..
You have to PROMISE to never tell anyone.

I p*romise

Do you... swear on your life???

I s*wear on my L*IFE!

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You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…
You
s * w o r e
you'd
never
T     E     L    L
.
. .
.  .  .

Got a secret....
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can
keep a secret
If one of them is
DEAD!


G
      o
  t

a
s e c r e t....
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know
you Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep
a secret If one
of them
is
D E A D…


Got a
secret....
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know
you Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep
a secret, if one
of them
IS
D E A D…


Yes two can keep a secret
If one of them is…. Dead.

******************************


YES {{2}} can keep a  s e c r e t
If ONE of us is …. D*E-A-D!

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

^
^^^
^^^^^
^^^^^^^
^^^^^^^^^
^^^^^^^^^^^
^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Oh MY!  OH oh Oh deary me...


<3<3<3  SCARLET <3<3<3

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]]> I WAS TAGGED.... urn:uuid:40653a6c-03d6-18b7-947c-4aafbaed0824 2009-07-31T11:01:08-04:00 I was tagged by: Sarafeline
Lets keep this going! I was tagged........

Write down 5 things about yourself and tag 5 people to keep this going.

1. I am a random soul that gets bored entirely too easy!!! It takes a special breed to keep my attention.  Thus... explains why I hang with this thoughts group! LOL

2. I have a thingy for pricey $tilletos and lace stockings. ;)  Shhh... don't tell anyone

3. I have one fake toenail! And... I put the acrylic on myself!  hehe  (From wearing shoes to small for my feet when I was a little girl.) 

4. I took my braces off with Plyers driving down the highway. TRUTH!  AND.. NO!!  I will not go into it further. HA!  It was a double dog dare... that is all you are getting! haha

5. I am a coca-cola aholic! I am absolutely ridiculous about it.  I think I could drink a case a day if it wouldn't show up on me arse!

I'm going to tag:

Dumpling.

BrokenPrincess.

LolaV.

Puck.

Brainfreeze21.

]]> MY Thoughts.com Angels *there are many here* urn:uuid:6ea3fefa-0fd8-3199-b795-888cb992d9ff 2009-07-29T15:16:02-04:00 <a href="http://photobucket.com/images/angels" target="_blank"><img src="http://i234.photobucket.com/albums/ee19/KimCandy2/Angels/8a6cc1ee3c7f.gif" border="0" alt="Angels Pictures, Images and Photos"/></a>
This is a warm dedication
to the guys and girls,
here at www.thoughts.com
that have not only
poured their souls
out on these pages for all
of us to read and enjoy.
<a href="http://photobucket.com/images/angels" target="_blank"><img src="http://i822.photobucket.com/albums/zz149/AngelsWild4You/angels17.jpg" border="0" alt="Angels Pictures, Images and Photos"/></a>
But also, have inspired me
in one way or the other. 
What a wonderful gift 
I have right here...
in these halls.  
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I want to thank each you, 
for bringing light to some
of the darkest places in my
own personal world. 
<a href="http://photobucket.com/images/angels" target="_blank"><img src="http://i234.photobucket.com/albums/ee19/KimCandy2/fairytag6453.gif" border="0" alt="Angels Pictures, Images and Photos"/></a>
For sharing your
beauty,
talent,
humor
wit
encouragement
knowledge
YOUR story...

And, most of all,
for sharing
your friendship.
It has forever
changed my life. 
What a priviledge
it has been.

I just needed
each of you to know.
My life is better
from being a part of
this online community
Especially, for being
Touched by you!

I decided to name all the thoughts writers
that has made an impact. Oh my God!
I realized there are so many.
I have been around here a while.
Obviously not as long as some.. :P
I guess I am a Gen 1?? Yikes!
I am honored to be here.
That is my point. 

So.... I am going to try and list...
I am going to give it my best shot.
And I am sure I will be adding
to this as it comes to me and or as others come along.
Some were friends as GKC as well...
Some, have left thoughts...  for one reason or the other
and I miss them dearly.

Sarafeline ~ Queen of Darkness

Angie_Vv

Dumpling

Heatherslife

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DreamPower

DifficultSoul

BigD49

Funnyman57

Overthehillandfaraway

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Tinysockmonkey

SirTiedye (RIP)



Gruenie

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DouglasMB ^^:F^^


BrokenPrincess


LolaV

Brainfreeze21

Wraithwriter *back space*

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Phat

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Easytosay


Allthingsbuck

Ghostnthemachine

Influx

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Fantwainsa

Cyberchick134

Roe

FoolM8

Brainstormer


SirDante

Puck


Jezzabelle :P

Brlracingcwgrl

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Laligal (RIP)



T3wig

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Evetspordlaw

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MrBob

IanStone

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Isuckedthemoon

Long
<a href="http://photobucket.com/images/inspirational" target="_blank"><img src="http://i275.photobucket.com/albums/jj286/yaryl56/PURPOSEOFLIFE.jpg" border="0" alt="INSPIRATIONAL Pictures, Images and Photos"/></a>

Stonehead

lamebull

TonyRayHutchinson

Snugglebum57

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Fragglerock

<a href="http://photobucket.com/images/fragglerock" target="_blank"><img src="http://i99.photobucket.com/albums/l298/cvenzke/FraggleRock.jpg" border="0" alt="Fraggle Pictures, Images and Photos"/></a>

Funfreak

Moz

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Bootlady

Starryskye

Louisj

Tony51203

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Scythe :)

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Vegrunner

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Cabinfever

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Pastormike

Pitapie50

BostonBill

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Hugh_Pizmehoff

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Coloradodreamin



Heatherlynn

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Michelle8angels

Kaybee

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Bejeweled

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Blossom

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Nanahart

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Frenchkiss

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Writer

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Kal

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Nsemn8r

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Fantastic_Fantasia

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The_life_of_Brian

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RRoe

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thehseenz

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snakewoman

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virtualife

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shemelts

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Chesca09 <3

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IrishMike6464

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ThomasPowell

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Cully

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MonicaSpeaks

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Wintersong

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Cancersucks

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AntotherdeadHero

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Rupert777

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Lexmorphic

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Azalia

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Moxi

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Love & Peace 

~Scarlet~
 
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]]> F*ck it!!! urn:uuid:4b397dbb-8e86-2909-e273-39858ac07696 2009-07-24T14:47:16-04:00


What a mess... I am truly a fucking mess.  So Love me or hate me... You're choice.  I am tired of everyone being so damn dramatic about who is who is who is who... shit!  I am tired of hiding!   So I guess it is time for me to let the KITTENS out of the bag!

Love
GKC1968  * is sleeping
SCARLET  * no I dont have red hair but I turned it orange once does that count? :D*

GYPSIE_LEE * an ocassional mischief situation... what to say here!!!

Oh.. and part-time I write as JEZZABELLE... along with my dear dear friend SARAFELINE.  * I wrote bloody dark and mischief!! YIKES!!!  ugh.. she is better though at JEZZ and should keep her all to herself :D

I am retiring!  Merging my SPLIT AVI-NALITY SELF into SCARLET!

Yes I know.  It is a bit much but I have an over active imagination.  I used all but GKC as a way to write and express creatively... well for the most part.  GKC I did too some, but I also got a bit hung up on my emotional and personal drama.  I came to thoughts seeking refuge from a traumatic experience.  My father killed himself last Sept.  And God knows.  I am not sure how I would have made it through if it were not for the people here in these halls.  So, if you know my blog as gkc then you know I poured out my heart and childhood... that is the real deal me pics family etc.. but I had a lot of pain poured out over there.  It was to thick for me to see.  I needed a break but still need to do something to keep my head on straight.  I was recommended by my councelor and others to use another source for writing...  and why not stay where I enjoyed being most.  Thus Scar was born.    I have felt most comfortable here.  Because I have utilized my imagination more and make believe :D  it has been a great ride.  I have many wonderful friends here.  I hope you guys will stick with me.  Regardless!   My point is... I am coming out of the closet! 

LOVE ~ME~
ALL OF THE ABOVE.

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]]> You LOVE Me BUT.. urn:uuid:d4d1a45a-8b4f-9d29-3a63-7e4fcfaaa115 2009-07-21T22:39:59-04:00

 


I pass you in the corners.
The Corners of these walls we built together.
I do still want to hold you close. just like we used to.
Back when our cares were so light and so free.
Before the life we weaved took its toll.
Yet with each passing day
the bitter cold, blisters my soul.
So afraid to talk to you when...
You LOVE me.. But...
Your responses are so intense.
Beating me down with your words.
Nothing is ever good enough...
I tried baby for so long
I tried to understand your anger.
Your reasons for never letting down your guard.
God I have loved you so much. 
With everything I am, everything I had, I gave to you.
But it was never truly enough for you. 
It still isn't.  And it hurts.  I know...
You Love me... BUT.
I can't bare to write the things you've said to me.



Words that have now changed my hopes about us for good.
I've tried to press the rewind button in my heart and head...
To understand WHY you hurt me so much.
Why you hurt all of those closest. 
As if you don't even realize it.
You don't see that look you often get?
Peace making...I tried to keep the family ties together.
While you relentlessly pushed us all away. 
When you needed us most.  When we needed you most..
I know I have been closer to you than anyone.
Yet, even that closeness has felt lonely.
Especially now. 
Almost unbearable it is.
I am strong.  You know I am.
I am not a quitter either.  
And here I am still, trying to distract my pain... and stay!
But, what if staying is giving up in some way?
For so many years I gave all for you and others..
Now I am wondering why? 
NO.. Not why did I give to each of you...
But . why in the process did I forget about me?
My needs?  My desires and goals?  For your cause...?
The cause that doesn't truly include me... Right?
You Love me but...
I wish I knew what to do.



It is tearing me apart. Limbo isnt working for me.
Not anymore.  10 years... 11 Years... more...??
I can hardly bare to hear another unkind word.
I pretend to brush it off.  As if!!
I am not effected, while another layer falls.
Another part of my heart crumbles and dies.
Strange lately though, my tears are drying..
I dont want to hate you. 
I would choose you above all things.
I always have.
Y O U
You LOVE ME... BUT?
You would choose your material world over all.
That is a harsh reality. 
I shouldn't take it personal.. I have learned.
It is not just me but all that YOU say you love
All that love you in return have experienced the same.
You say it is for all of us..??
Yet more and more we are feeling such loss.
Mostly I fear the greatest sadness of all will be yours.
That gives me a deep ache in the pit of my stomache.
Still here I am crying out to you. 
Wishing I could do something anything... to
Make all better!  Fix it!!  Wash away the pains...
BROKEN PIECES FALLING EVERYWHERE!
Make you see what you have already lost.
What could soon be lost for good.
 You can't put a price on quality time..
on LOVE.
If only you would listen to me.
Listen to my heart, 
to the hearts that beg for your attention.
A kind word, an acknowledgement.
Just to listen to me gently, to them...
REALLY LISTEN..
to seem interested... to call.
They want to feel your presence too.
Not your slicing cut downs and harsh critiques.
THE TIME HAS COME.. 



I realize I cant make your world change.
An injustice was paid to you early in life...
A tragedy that broke your heart.  I know... but please remember,
You were not alone.  There were other that felt that pain too.
We have all experienced tragedies in one way or the other.
I have had my share of heart break in my younger years.
But that was then and this is what is right in front of you!
What about right now?  What about us?  Years...
YEARS... CONTINUE TO PASS... GONE...
You will still have your pocessions
In your mind, is that what defines you?
Is that what matters most?
Don't you realize I am still here?
Fighting with you... by your side.
Through all the highs and the lows.


I know.. I know... I KNOW.
YOU LOVE ME
B U T...

~SCARLET~
 



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 Favorite quote of the day:


"The secret to success? Fail! but learn! People may fail many times, but they become failures only when they begin to blame someone else."  Tony Robbins



it spoke to me today...
~Scarlet~


]]> FUTURE - FEAR - What is NEXT?? urn:uuid:dae04c70-32b1-45bb-be8d-4ae42208bb7c 2009-07-15T16:26:25-04:00 For shame.. for shame.
Easy words I fear.
EASY DAMN WORDS!
Ones that roll on by.
Down and away...
FAR FROM THAT CHAOS!
Passifying a guilt?


Making it ALL BETTER...
With those pointless words.
Sleep well tonight.
Tonight... have a nice slumber!
Nothing seems to stick.
Especially not THAT!
Easy to say what others should do.
Why you gonna waiste your breath?
Take a step! Show your cards.
Empty words... is why we ALL cry.
Comfortably UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!
Ways to live FREE?
Who are you kidding?  Who are WE KIDDING?
So tired... so tired... so DAMN TIRED!
You are not selling THAT?

Are you?? Selling your hot air?
Will it SAVE the world?
HOT AIR!!!
EASY WORDS IS GETTING OLD.
SO VERY TIRING...
Everyone should experience "ORDER"??
SURE THAT WOULD BE NICE!!!
IT SOUNDS GOOD... but lacking something!!
SOMETHING NEEDED... but not HOT AIR POSSIBLY?
We ALL have a fire.  WE ALL KNOW THAT MUCH...
A FIRE I TELL YOU!  HOW FAR WILL IT SPREAD??
The lies must stop.
OUR LIES TO OURSELVES!
You don't have some sort of HELL?
And I am supposed to believe you...?? RIGHT!
WE all have things to deal with.
Poor her! Poor him!
Poor them, poor us!
That is what is boils down to...
How much do we really care?
When it is more about:
YOU... YOU...YOU...
It is more about:
ME... ME...ME!


Who are WE fooling most?
Is it you?  or me?  OR THEM?
BLINDERS!!!!
WE ALL WEAR THEM!
It is easy they say.
CHANGE! 
WE NEED CHANGE!!
EASY WORDS TO SAY!!!
BUT then what?? HA!
ACTIONS... remember??
Actions speak louder??
Nothing is that easy.
Not here in the pits!
A DEEP DAMN WELL!
That is what we have here!!!


Dig yourself out! They say... PFFT!
While they stand in their own!
Go NOW!!! Get it back!
You are loosing!
Don't let yourself fall... NO!
You just can't fall no more!!!
Get up and walk it out...
There is an answer...
Someone has a key???
Who do you think your fooling?
STOP!!!!
They say...
There are somethings...
That are meant to be felt!
Part of the process.... A PLAN!
Who's plan is it then? 
Psychotic!!!!
So they say some are hopeless.
Do you think... maybe it is true?
Family ties can't be broken?
Countries... OMG!  WHAT A MESS!


FACE IT!  FACE WHAT?
That ARE we all DOOMED?
SO TIRED OF THE NEGATIVES!!

Never gonna make it...blah
Is that what we should choose to believe?
One bandaid to the next...
Is all that can be done?
Some people NEVER LEARN?
They just fail at life.
DOOMED TO WAIST AWAY?
I DON'T BUY that..
but I don't know what to buy either!
NO not anymore!!!

Coping
Reaching out
Wishing
Needing
Tricks of THE trade?
Making out in this mad world.
Survival of the fittest?
I see thinning everywhere...
What does that all mean?
Really? Do we... know? REALLY??
I SAY THIS...
WHAT THE HELL NOW???
Instead of condemnation!!!
Instead of EMPTY PROMISES
and HOT air... and confusion.
Hmmm..... truly...

What is next?
~Scarlet~
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]]> SIGH~burr - Boy~Ur~IZ~YUM!!! urn:uuid:20bef555-d75c-e1d8-1df2-5d9f01a16edd 2009-07-13T17:22:41-04:00


I recently got SOOOOOOO STEAMY
REVVVED UP! and FULL ATTENTION
IN A OHhh MY GOODNESS GOOD
But VERY VERY BAD Way
B-O-T-H-E-R-E-D
AND yummy taunted! 
By one....
H O T
Hunka Chunka!!!
I HAD to do a DOUBLE take. 
I HAD to do a DOUBLE take.


 

YOU READ IT RIGHT!!!
SCARLET HAD TO DO A DOUBLE TAKE!!!! oops! maybe tripple! ;)

As I opened my email from this sexier than sexy guy I know!  I THOUGHT TO MY SELF:
"SELF, how did you get so  DELICIOUSLY LUCKY?
Getting to look at what you got to LOOK at??" 

Was I DECADENTLY DREAMING??
maybe I WAS!!! AS I TOOK MY TIME gazing at all of the WOW before me...In NO way was I going to miss one square centimeter!!!
Right there before my Bulging eyes!!!


THERE
H E
WAS IN
ALL OF HIS GLORY!!
 COMPLETELY AND AWESOMELY   N A K E D!
WOW!! It wasn't Christmas.... was it?? 
I said to my DROOLING & largely smiling self! :D
HAVE I DIED AND GONE SOMEWHERE?
Where people let me see them N A K E D?
JUST THE WAY I ALWAYS WANTED TO? YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!
 

COULD THIS BE HEAVEN??
 
OH NO WAIT! HOLY SH*T! Then it  H I T me!!!!
THIS COULD BE WORSE!!!  Worse than worse!!!

I got S0o0 guilty H0T & B0THERED,
S-M-O-K-I-N-G STEAMY W-A-N-T-I-N-G  HOT!!!
H - E - L - L ???     "P"???
0OooOOOOHhh MY!!!
D*MN! and the WORSE PART WAS!!!
AND THIS IS REALLY BAD!!!
I WAS not sure it mattered!
I KNOW!!! I am TERRIBLE!!!
BUT!!! Dont judge me either!!!
YOU didnt see it!! You have no idea how HARD it was for me :D
<img src="http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e231/dimetwinliny/DEVIL.gif" border="0" alt="ANGEL Pictures, Images and Photos"/></a>
& I can't post it here and wouldn't!!!
So NO! Dont even ask! :D
Why risk loosing my HOTTIE hole??? HELLno!

But let me say this...
It was so F**KING HOT!!!
SORRY BUT IT made me wanna ride THAT!!!!! 
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OKAY! FINE...*deep breaths* WEW!!

NOW! I have something to say to the
BAD T-DA BONE! 

HOTTER THAN H~O~T!!!
SEXY F**KING.... HOTTIE!!!
okay... I know YOU get the point!!!!

UGH ummmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!! :D
HEY THERE SEXY ;)
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YOU sure know how to work it BABE!!
All that sexy teasing you do!!
Turning my MIND!! INSIDE and OUT!!

Making ME:
F**KING crazy
AAAZZZ SH*T!

I AM SO... WHAT CAN I SAY HERE?
I AM LITERALLY SOAKING...feelin S-L-I-P-P-E-R-Y!!!
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The feeling is really HOTTER
THAN A FIRE CRACKING SPARKLER 

 

R A G I N G !
BETWEEN MY THIGHS! YEP!
THAT IS WHAT I MEAN!!!
AND WELL THAT IS WHAT HAPPENS!!!
Oh YOU are TOO D*MN GOOD!  And yeah YOU know this.
A-L-L TO WELL I FEAR! Ha Ha                               GOD BLESS YOU!!!

Making me S-W-E-A-T!
DRIPPING SWEAT ALL OVER Myself! 

Making me:
wanna
B-I-T-E
YOUR
AZZZZZ
G0O0O0O0O0D!

Well maybe not literally...
H E L L  WHO AM I KIDDING??
I do mean literally!!!
I am sitting here  turning  EXTREMELY  B-L-U-E!
& wanting MORE more MORE more MORE more MORE more MORE more MORE more MORE more MORE more MORE more MORE!
You have to know what you caused YOU and YOUR...
you know WHATER, doing you know WHAT-TING!!! *licking lips* Okay, I give!!
YOU WIN!  OH I AM... I admit it!!!  100 % *WANTING!*
Sitting here staring at a screen!!!!
~HHHH~
~EEE~
~LL~
~O~

Showing me the GOODS like that... Holding on TO THE F*CKING COMPUTER!!! Bracing myself!! Excuse me.... I will BE RIGHT BACK!!!!
I need to take ANOTHER L~O~O~K !!
I MAY need to lay down for a while
BRING OUT THE TOYS!!!

I would rather, Wrap MY "PINK" around YOUR "BLUE"
My long legs locked... o0OhHhHhHhHhHhHhH
B~A~D Bad Bad B~O~Y!
YEAH YOU... That is right!
I am talking to you!
YOU!!!
Might need 
to BE
S P A N K E D!
Or
Maybe.. 


I will JUST say Thank you! :D
CUZ THAT SHOW was just plain
SEXY EVIL LISCIOUS!
NAUGHTY BAD GOOD YUM!!!


<3<3<3<3<3 ~SCARLET~ <3<3<3<3<3
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PS... ;)
And by the way, I hate to beg.. BUT!!! May I have more please?? Yes, I need more of seeing THAT!!!! WOW!!! WOW!!! DID I MENTION HOW HOT IT WAS?? WELL IT WAS HOT!!! AND I DO MEAN REALLY HOT SO F**KING HOT!!!
THE H~E~A~T IS ON OVA HERE!


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]]> A PEACE VIGIL- join in :) urn:uuid:fc2daa5b-bc66-95c9-dab7-d56e552e1024 2009-07-10T10:36:27-04:00

Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout
Bagism, Shagism, Dragism, Madism, Ragism, Tagism
This-ism, that-ism, ism ism ism
All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

(C'mon)
Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout
Minister, Sinister, Banisters and Canisters,
Bishops, Fishops, Rabbis, and Pop Eyes, Bye bye, Bye byes
All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

(Let me tell you now)
Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout
Revolution, Evolution, Masturbation, Flagellation, Regulation,
Integrations, mediations, United Nations, congratulations
All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout
John and Yoko, Timmy Leary, Rosemary,
Tommy Smothers, Bobby Dylan, Tommy Cooper,
Derek Taylor, Norman Mailer, Alan Ginsberg, Hare Krishna
Hare Hare Krishna
All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance
(Repeat 'til the tape runs out)

Love, ~SCARLET~

Please, if you like post this as well... it will be like our version of candles burning. :)


]]> THE CODE collecting: A strange dream! urn:uuid:4638179a-3f10-df82-1edd-f6818ae31abd 2009-07-04T17:06:35-04:00 I wasn't going to post this... because I am not sure it ever really got there... as far as describing what I saw... hmmm but Angie asked me to go ahead and just post... so I did! 

 I was suddenly in between... I was there again.  The place I have been before! In this unusual place where existence is neither here nor there.   A place where tiny particles float around me, but have tremendous meaning to me in my real world.  Even though I knew that I had been there before, I felt compelled to look at myself, my hands, my body to make sure I was still in human form.  That I was breathing... Just in case!! And I was!! I was so relieved.  

So much information is here in this realm.  Almost as if it is the collecting chamber of knowledge.  Where understanding to many of life mysteries rest.  All with in reach right in front of my circling... As if I could just reach out my hand and touch.  As I levitated in this state, all of the sudden something starts to happen to me.  I begin to feel as though my body has some sort of powerful magnetic capabilities.  It begins to sift and sift all of these particles of information that is floating around me in perfect sync.   


All of these particles begin to pair up and collect into groups.  I watch them from various angles as they continue to orbit around me.  There are fibers connecting them like an advance type of fiber optics.  Somehow I am aware of this process.  Clearly I am part of the deciphering that is going on. 

 There is light coming from above and below me.  These fibers are growing and attaching and expanding continually.  I am so taken back by watching these tiny pieces of information evolve and connect.  This magnetic force within me even had a language unlike that of my human kind.  It was numeric, it was statistical and it was some sort of surge or sensation that sparked images.  As my subconscious translated to my consciousness, in image formations... NUMBERS....CODES... CLICKING.... another LANGUAGE... all of it's own.


All of this is happening simultaneously, floating around me!!  Oh so overwhelming this was!  Mind boggling !! I try to get away from it.  For fear of what to do with it all.  But the further I tried to moved away, the more this information built and exposed itself to me!  


Suddenly I could feel her.  And sure enough, this great and beautiful light appeared and I knew, even before laying eyes on her... that it was my Star Angel. 

 


She spoke to me ever so gently.  Aiding me to relax and let it all go.  So I did, as I focused for a moment on her and all of her magnificence.  Relaxing and letting it all be.  She expressed that these happenings were just as real as my physical world.  Soon these dynamic codes would be cracked!  Soon my abilities to see and feel and decipher these vibrations will be collected and manipulated on a larger scale.  So close I could almost touch it... so...



It was coming... she said.... I understood.... but it was different... a machine.... fillled with mental technology. 
I awoke!

~Scarlet~
hmmm.... so what you think?



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]]> What would YOU do??? A $$$ CHALLENGE urn:uuid:cf28f284-aeb9-3f43-6b8c-0bcfb09ce882 2009-07-04T11:07:50-04:00

I had a wierd dream!!!  And it made me wonder...
What would others do with a
BIG OLE PILE OF CASH
^^^^ like this!!! ^^^^
Care to share your plan??

Senario:  You find it in a remote area.   It was outside of town and at night... JUST YOU... after fixing a flat tire, you look over by a tree and there was 4 huge duffle bags full.  Curiosity got the best of you so you took a look inside!!!
It was stuffed full of THE FREAKING ABOVE!! 
WHAT WOULD YOU DO??
I would LOVE to hear!!
I hope you take my challenge! :)

Love,
~SCARLET~

Be sure to let me know if you post it seperate
REFERENCE the title pretty please as: 
What I would do? A $$$ Challenge
so I can find ya easier!!! dont want to miss it!!

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]]> SHE ROCKS brick houses! urn:uuid:f556ce10-1e35-7a3f-0e2e-8f7e2a6a3058 2009-07-03T13:59:31-04:00 THERE IS THIS GIRL you see
Yesss...  she is here at thoughts.
Most of you even know her
And yeah I think she rocks!!

She has an awesome smile,
and plenty on the "LOOKS".
But people!! Let me tell you,
THAT isn't enough for me to book!

Her mind is filled with wisdom.
Something there from her to learn!
Everytime I read her... it happens!!!
MORE in my heart she Burns.

YOU SEE... at first I was hesitant.
Yes I was!! Not because she was mean!
BUT because she spoke so STRAIGHT!
Was her words sincere...? They were... INDEED!!!

I found out that!

She wasn't just some "BEAUTY".
with hot air to spout out of her mouth...  
She made SENSE... Her words had meaning!!
DAMN I thought!! She is quite PROFOUND!!

It touched me deep.  HER story.
With every freaking turning page!!
It made me realize just how special she was.
NOT JUST ANOTHER "PRETTY FACE"!

RESPECT... from me... it is earned slowly.
But sincerely given when it is deserved.
Her brilliant mind and loving ways did it...
and YEAH!!! She has DAMN NERVE!!

All the more reason she swept me away..
she quickly went off and stole my heart.
Well that and her ADORALBE LITTLE GIRLS..
OH My goodness what a prescious part!

This Beauty I tell you!!! Is a KEEPER!
And I could not be more honored to share,
not only proud to call her my friend...She's THE SHIT!
Yeah!! I said it! THERE YOU GO!! HA! I don't CARE! 



It is what it is!!
The TRUTH... YEP... SHE ROCKS THE HOUSE!!

LOVE YA FLUXIE GIRL!!! <3.
You know... I am always here for you!!
Don't mess with "FLUXIE-THELMA"
I'd have to bring out the...Oh never mind! hehe

You are awesome baby cakes!!


OH MY!!! I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING...
I got a girl crush!

  WELL actually!! 
I have a small few... *sighs*
I KNOW!! I AM SO BAD!

LOVE,

"SCAR-LOUISE"

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 ]]> NUMBING that PAIN? MY ASS! urn:uuid:43acb908-ddbb-77df-5e70-5b6b817c5b96 2009-07-01T22:05:43-04:00

 



Pityful losses...
Catastrophic troubles.
Written all over you.
Oh so sad it is!
To FEEL your pain!
To reach out and know.
You wont reach back.
Such a frustration sometimes.
We are all broken.
It isn't just you my friend.
You are not alone.
WE are all here to experience...
LIFE... CRAZY DAMN LIFE!
I have so much to say.
More than frilly words.
MORE than a silly LOL
SO much more!
None of us baby...
have ALL the answers.
If we did, WELL,
What would be the point?
AND believe it!!
There is a point!
TO THIS CRAZY DAMN LIFE!
If there wasn't we would even be here.
There is a reason that
we continue to continue.
Your life matters!!
So many layers to you.
to others...
So many layers to me.
I AM GUILTY!
Of hiding away.
Of needing to feel pain.
JUST TO FEEL ALIVE!
Sound familiar??
Sabbotage!
BLOCKING IT ALL OUT!
I hurt too!  I hurt bad!!
My soul aches.
But I breath.
I write.
So DO YOU!
Typos?
WHO the hell cares!
GET IT OUT!!!
Dont wait to think...
just let your heart speak..
move your fingers...
ON THE KEYS!!
Searching for relief??
We ALL are...
It is not that odd...
Or uncommon... AND
It is not that hard to fill a void.
NO IT REALLY ISN'T!
Of course it isn't!
At least not temporarily.
YES!!!
 You are in a spin down.
YES!!!
You need to be soothed.
Oh My God! 
If only!
If only you could feel.
Feel ME!
Feel what
I am wanting to say...
What I am not sure
is coming out right!!
You would know!
Behind the scenes...
There is always that!
KNOW THAT 
People are worried.
KNOW THAT
 You are loved.
Your life matters...
If you can't see it for yourself
Then take a view from
someone else's perspective!
Worried!!! EXACTLY!
About YOU!
Those measures
to disappear...
You are not alone.
I DO IT...
WE ALL DO IT!
But is it killing you?
S L O W L Y?
Are you sure you wanna go?
Before you had a chance to really live???
Altering with this or thats...
They fill that painful damn void alright.
They erase... PAIN!!!
YES go figure!!
PAIN KILLERS kill pain??
SO WHAT!
It isn't real!  It is a weak patch.
If it hurts you then it isn't good.
RIGHT?
Another sip.
Another shot!
Another PILL???
It is STILL there.
The pain won't fade
with quick fixes!
ALWAYS THERE!!!
When you wake.
When you sober..
It IS!!!
STILL!!!
F U C K I N G
THERE!!!!
I KNOW!!! 
I KNOW TOO WELL!
Open... open up! 
Not because I said..
BECAUSE YOU
deserve a real shot!
Not in liquid form!
Not down the hatch
or through a vien!
A real shot at living!
Let someone... IN.
Touch the screen.
TOUCH IT...
There are many.
THAT care!!
Take it now...
A hand... An ear...
An eye to read your post!
GO RANT IT OUT!
LIKE ME!
WHO CARES WHAT THEY THINK!
If they get mad about venting...
THAT IS PATHETIC!
I SAY if you are hurting:
Let it rip!!! Type away..
Curse! Scream! Vent!
JUST GET IT OUT!
What the hell is it?
Say it!  CRY!
You think your story
hasn't been lived before?
BELIEVE IT!!!
Someone has been there.
Someone will relate.
Someone will comment.
Let me know... I will read!
LET it GO!
YOU
ARE
LOVED!
LOVE
YOURSELF
ENOUGH!
You do have
a safe place...
Is not in a bottle.
What ever that
container holds.
It wont fix it!
It wont get you through
that damn fires of life...
The only way is
to GO through it...
with clarity!
WITH OPENED EYES...
willing to learn.
willing to FEEL!!!
willing to HEAL!!!!
To the other side!!
DAMN YOU!  DO IT!
The one that is yours.
The life you want.
No one elses...
A key to that door.
WAITS FOR
No one but you!
Written in the sands of time
long before you were even a gleam.
But you have to take it...
Waiting...
Just for you.
SOOOOOOOO
To take it.
Absorb the
messages.
Listen
to
the
whispers.
Hmmm...
What if?

Love, Scarlet

I write this for myself first, and then to others that might relate in one way or the other.  We have all had something that holds us captive.  Our own thorn of flesh... Will we ever learn?  Will I?  Will you?  I pray we do.  I pray we all keep moving forward.  Reaching our devine potential. 


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]]> TIME inside of SPACE: ONE LOVE urn:uuid:fe9de716-7e09-4459-260a-5fa451086f41 2009-06-28T00:16:43-04:00


 

Take a trip with me, if you please.  Lets for a moment feel what it would be like to be the keepers of the universe.   Taking you to a place of beauty and of undying committment.  Where making love is in its purest form.  Far away, yet not far at all.  Within reach...  if only we will open up...  Reach.... here we go! To a place where the biggest picture unfolds.  A picture of two lovers...Time and Space:
Imagine IF...


YOU are my TIME
and
I am your SPACE....

Bound by
DEVINE
purpose
Through out
all that was,
all that is,
all that will ever be.
IT IS OURS
This wonderous universe.
Our play ground. 


Our love force is immense.
UNMEASURABLE
Unparalleled. 
It is the way,
Cradling
PASSAGES 
To and from the light.
Invisible certainty
Moving forward
and backwards
Simultaneous
CONSTANT
SERINE
SURE
Perfection
CIRCLING
no begining
no ending
Expansive


ALWAYS Evolving
Together as
ONE
ONE LOVE
The KEEPERS
Time and Space
Embracing all beauty
Masterpieces experienced
at every turn
At every "TIC"
AT every "TOC"
Riviting
Fulfilling
LONGING
to share the mystery
a story...
THE STORY
answers.
willing 
READY
To be found.
A layer here
A layer there...
FARTHER
DEEPER
CLOSER
No secrets dwell
Only KNOWING
Defying Limitations
all encompassing
A journey of
TIME spent.
This is the truth of Undying LOVE


RECORDED
Mystical
Intricate PIECES
FITTING soundly
Two parts
One whole
L I V I N G
BEING
Protected
AVAILABLE
Speaking out...
Teaching
LOVE
Manefested
In all of its many forms.
Undeniable, Unmeasurable, Inspirational.
Touching Endlessly
Holding
Giving and Recieving
Expanding
Releasing
Eduring all
Driven
Reflective
Abundant
PASSION
Flourishing
Attaining
Knowledge
The ALL..
Intertwined
CREATION
THE ultimate A R T
in it's purest formation...
in its ever changing expression...

T - I - M - E
The essence
INSIDE of
S - P - A - C - E

Listen to whispers.... open your mind... your inner guide...
right here... right now.
let yourself feel the love.
TIC   T O C   TIC   T O C

~SCARLET~


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]]> ECCENTRIC grew WINGS - RIP urn:uuid:508bc5c0-85e5-c036-cdf2-d86679c9ca46 2009-06-26T13:16:41-04:00

R.I.P.
Michael Jackson
1958-2009

  It is my prayer that your next journey welcomes you with warm embrace and your heart be healed.  Soothing the wounds on your soul.  May you carry your voice with you, sharing your talent with all you meet along the winding path. 
Love and Thank You,
~Scarlet~

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]]> Turbulent STORY urn:uuid:beac1e64-4a38-6f94-519e-33bc953d0033 2009-06-25T15:40:15-04:00

      DEVOURED

Your soul I once consumed as my own. Your flesh I ravished like soft bread dissolving in my mouth. Your bones, melted into me like warm butter as I gently touched. But now my heart, I fear it is just a dust filled memory. 

CAPTIVATED       

Your luring ways send high measure to my creativity. Methods that have lateral skill. Where did you learn these maneuvers? Even so the fury that lives inside of you reveals an invited disadvantage nestled within brilliance. 

      BEWITCHED

Like a pack of sheep in wolves clothes. Circling in the darkest corners. I watch it unfold, it intrigues. A ceremony born as the unveiling finds light rays moving from blissful sky. Sign of a season's bittersweet dissipation. 

TAINTED          

A fruitless toss distracted our senses. Keeping us clear of all discernment. Precious time spent, high above the world, now for NOT. It will serve no one to wallow. So I go on with little regret. Singing of our turbulent story.

     BEWILDERED      

All and now, nothing. Left to the chalked up lines behind, another treasure added to a lifetime of minimal collections. Two flames raging in perfect sync and then g o n e. Consumed with memories that will forever linger. 
 

    ~SCARLET~
 

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]]> Testing FATE: Oh MY! urn:uuid:ac8d25fd-d8e2-49ab-afdd-163c694f2b7c 2009-06-25T11:00:59-04:00 I have a question to ask you....:)  And yes, I know this it a scary thing to do... but I thought it might be fun! 


HERE IS THE QUESTION:
If you saw me being arrested and put in the back of a police car, what would you think the reason would be? 

~Scarlet~

and... this song was just to funny not to add... haha nope I am not "jail bate" LOL  but had to add it SOOOO FUNNY! haha

PS.. I challenge you to ask this questions to your friends! haha See what they have to say about you as well!  Let me know if you do... I don't want to miss the chance to respond to yours as well :P haha

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]]> Come to ME...in my DREAMS! urn:uuid:2a401f8e-fd23-c45f-9201-4a3af9390c55 2009-06-23T17:12:36-04:00


SO good.
To sleep dream filled.
A dream overflowing with just us.
You make me feel soooo
 OH...So good!
I want you so much.
To fall again tonight
down upon those passion sheets with you.  

My sexy lover
I need you to fill me up with your love.  Please...
Come back and make my world
Ripen it to its highest peak and lowest valley.
  To dream of you, and take you with me..
I want to know you even better, deeper, richer.
In loving ways... In naughty ways!
Ways that can not be forgotten so easily. 
I must have your touch once more!
Nothing else will do for me now.
I want to take you away
Into my love nest. I must!
Submerge I ask.. in all I have to give.
Let your juices flow in and out around me... 

I am ready! I want to seduce you.
Have you guide my lips to where you will.
Kissing your neck, knowing your taste..
Back to all of those special places... you like so much.
I want you to remember me...
Never forget... I was there and there and there!!
Leaving my mark! Long after I'm gone. 


To sleep I must fade into my thoughts!
Letting myself go, freeing my mind of clutter.
Us toghether... I continue to slip away.
Picturing my fingers; stroking long and slow...
Across your back and thru your hair. 
Your masculine curves, a night of passion.  I am here!
It is such a beautiful place to disappear.
everything lovers could need... soon within reach


In my secret little world inside my dreams...
High above it all... looking over the city.
Viewing the stars and all the wonder below me.
Searching, longing to find you.
To resume where we left off.
Where are you my L O V E R ?


It is only you that I want... tonight in my dream world.
Here is where anything is possible!
For us, pure ecstacy awaits! Ours to take.
Come, I whisper. You are so close!
You are moving towards me, I can feel it.
And my heart pounds with excitement.
Slowing down...teasing me aren't you? 
I will give you a reason to move quickly!


Coming closer now?  Closer...you come!
It is my dream... lucky it is for me!!
I shall get what I want... YOU!
Ahhh... yes... this willl be enjoyable!
Suddenly.. Pulling me into you! My body melts.


I can't help myself, I give in to you...
Uncontrollably devine and I don't want you to stop!
My body responds eagerly
with great hungry passion and wanting!
So addictive! Your moves, your touch!
Selfish... shivering... these reactions all over me.
So naughty... so sensual... so erotic!
 Entertwined as one... I am intoxicated by you!
No beginning, no ending. A Lusty circle!
So much delicate time spent on
passionate, Angelic Kisses.
Then all of that gentleness... replaced with...

your D e v i l i s h    BITES!
I am surviving on LIPS that feed me and
TEETH that keep me at full attention!
Oh yes and it is all good.  every morsel... of you.
oh my... So So very good.
Yes indeed!!  I believe I must order seconds!

And thirds, and fourths, and, and, and, and....!!!
As a matter of fact!
Next time no alarms aloud! ;)

S c a r l e t

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]]> Parts of me want to RUN AWAY urn:uuid:8ace8b04-9127-6295-aa14-9ae011b15096 2009-06-18T05:38:43-04:00

There is this tiny part of me that I just can't shake.
It tells me that things won't ever be what I wish for.
That life is a big crazy mess and wont ever change.
It seems so strange but that tiny part can really penetrate.
It takes a lot of effort to keep things on an even balance.
I listen to you.  I hear your voice.  It bounces off and...
I don't know how to explain what I am saying..
I just find myself, not letting it all soak in... even though!
I truly want to.  I do.  I want to hear you and take and hold it.
Make it part of me.  Like skin.  Like my own.  But there is
something inside that just... won't let me accept it as truth.
What can I do?  Can you show how? Can you guide me?
Help me understand the reasons behind the fears of trust.
The reasons that I just want to run and run and run and run!!
Touch your face... touch your hand!  It doesn't matter...
Not really!  A slight smile comes and I give in to to that.... feeling!
But still it is not breaking down the walls.  Only these curtains.

The ones that are in layers.  Many many many curtains.
One after another opens... but all of them, just one more!...
you might think you are closer and then another... yes!
Another curtain.  Finally if you do make it there.  To the wall.
It is so massive.  And so sturdy.  It has a purpose.
And it takes its job seriously.  I made it that way I know.
But I still pray that someone will learn me.
Take me and break me out from behind there.
I reach and reach out and... so close?
No... not really.  All just layers of what can't be.
I want you to.  I need you to.  Save me.
I can't find my way.  If you could just... teach me.
Then we could go somewhere.
Be together.  Really together.  I could open.
I could give you what you are wanting.
I could give you what I would like for you to have...
But for now.  I just look you in the eyes and wish.
Wish that you could hear me crying out to you.
Words that are so strong and so powerful..
But they won't come out literally.  Only in my wishes.
So now I say it is what it is.  And I long for you.
I long for you to break the code. My crazy code. 
Show me how to stop running. Can you?
I need you to so much.

~Scarlet~

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