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To whom it may concern

Last night I thought of it
envisioned slicing
a miniature red sea on my wrist.
I agree- It will be totally Emo.
The skin of my face will be marinated
by my tears
And snot.
It will be my note
- I died from sadness.

But it might hurt, I thought.
I don’t think I can manage to
Swipe the box cutter on my wrist
Again, to make sure it’s deep enough.
I’m sure it’s not like popping a pimple.

Then there’s Centrum.
A pill won’t kill me.
But enough Iron in my body will.
If I mix it with Tylenol,
Push it down with alcohol.
It wouldn’t hurt as much as cutting my wrist.

Hmm… too bad
My dad doesn’t have a gun anymore.
I can just give it one last kiss
with a pull
and leave with
a bang.