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It’s almost 11.30 and I’m bored.
I keep checking the clock if it's midnight.
Every minute.
I really have to get off from my ass and move. I’m so lazy.
My day was fun though.
Went to the mall, Applebee-d with my Mom, Costco-ed.
She’s challenging me to play scrabble with her.
I told her she’s confident because she knows she will win.
I suggested that she run against me.
I watched Tootsie today. Good movie.
Also, Lars and the Real Girl. Cool artsy movie.
Now I’m bored. I won’t watch another movie, I want to keep a routine. Sleeping and waking up.
And I don’t want to be hunged up for tomorrow, if I’m gonna see my boyfriend or not.
If I’m gonna be self-hating at home or watching more movies with him.
It’s weird. I am so selfish. I want so much attention from him, and I shouldn’t
I need to get a life. One that’s mine.
A bike would help.
I’ve been praying for one the whole day.
I think it will really help.
I don’t need for anybody to drive me around, or give me bus fare.
I can just keep pedaling to my destination.
Besides, I don’t want to run into anybody on fall.
I know that won’t happen but I’ll try my best to get away from everybody’s world so they’ll leave mine.
Especially those I know.
My solitary confinement better make sense soon.
Or i'm just plain Emo.
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Posted by ettenom on 2008-08-02 23:27:52 | Rating: | Views: 24
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