I had a fight with my elder sister so now we longer  talk anymore. We had one of those extreme fights where you just dont think it will work again. I believe that our relationship will never recover and we will just be strangers, I mean she has told me that she wanted to kill me so i think its time that we both realise that we just dont get along and its time to move on.

She asked for all the things that she bought me to be returned so this morning i gathered everything she ever bought me and gave to her. I dont think she thought i would do it but you see i have :)

I dont think im going to worry about my stupid past anymore. I mean come to think of it all or most of my past friends who i have missed through soo many tears dont give a jack shit about me and so i have to confirm that sometimes in life you just have to be selfish and move on and find the things that make you happy.

Oh by the way did i mention what my ex best friend prashna did. After i messaged her saying happy birthday etc etc she said she would call me and i told her when to call me so when she did my fone was turned off because the battery ran out. Anyway the point is that she called me and left a message saying she'll ring me asap. I mean this doesn't mean i have to ring her, does it? Seriously just to let you know she hasn't rung me back so i'm happy at least i know i was right and that she's not a true friend.

Moving on ...im done with the past

Welcome the new me baby... woot woot!!!!!!!