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I like getting my feelings out because it just makes me let off some steam...
Tormorrow is the 26th March and its my bestfriends bday and she's turning 21! We've been friends since we were like 8 years old but every since we graduated year 12 we've just not kept in contact as we usually do. We've sort of just drifted apart. I mean a couple of days ago i had a nightmare about her and she was just not the same person and i just awoke thinking i dont like her anymore.
Well tomorrow i'll msg her and say happy birthday and if she doesn't get back to me and say thanks then that's the end because we have graduated for about two years and she's just not the same. She's distant and everytime i invite her to go out she just makes excuses and it pisses me off. I know i shouldn't get angry but man she has to make an effort in this friendship. Me and karina are becoming quite good friends maybe its because she's a christian. Not only that the last time i talked to her she sort of hanged up on me really fast in a way trying to say that she has something better to do. So any way when it came to my birthday i rang her quickly and asked if she was coming and she made excuses again and so i said ok "well got to go...bye". That might sound rude but im always the nice one to her and sometimes i just can't stand being the door matt i just have to be selfish and live my life.
I think friends should see each other at least once a month just to keep the friendship at least. Also its a two way street and both individuals have to have input into the friendship.
Also.........my sister called me a bitch the other day only because i wouldn't eat the vegetables she cooked and i prefer raw vegetables. Seriously one moment im thinkin we actually get along and the next i just think she is crazy. Seriously i told her yesterday that i prefer raw vegetables and she was screaming at me today and ordering me that i will eat cooked vegetables. I know she has ADHD but i just dont care. I mean i had vegetables for work...............................lol you think this is crazy huh me talking about vegetables. But its not about the vegetables its about respecting someones personal choice as to what they prefer and respecting that and not forcing them to do something otherwise.
I need a break.....i need a kitkat :) |
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Posted by eternal_bronze on 2008-03-25 04:22:46 | Rating: | Views: 52
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