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I was thinking of the right words to start this entry but i couldn't find the right words... so here it goes.
This blog entry is a tribute to all those of you who have had problems in their life since the day they were born so if you've had the lovey dovey fairy life since the day you were born then bugger off!
I was contimplating of all the things i have gone through and i've come to the point where im like ...hey im still alive. I seem to have this undieing faith that some how some way something wonderful is about to happen but i just dont know when. It's only through the faith of God that i am saved. He's by rock.
Quote~ No one knows Jesus until they've hit rock bottom. or God will let you hit rock bottom just for you to get to know him better.
If you want to know all the crap i've been through then read my other entries because i couldn't be bothered explaining. But i just get so angry...and i have every right to be. You see its too late i've already changed and im already growing into a person im actually enjoying. I dont bitch about people, i try to be and think nice as possible, stay away from plastic people and be around people i can learn new good things from. I'm pulling away from the start of my entry arn't I? Well lets take this back a few steps. I was thinking about all the crap i've been through and going through all this crap has actually made me a more understanding person. I know i want the simple things in life but i also want a beautiful life too...so when im older i can say i dont have any regrets because i did it not only my way but the right way and i had fun!
Which brings me back to Jesus. Jesus was such a humble man that i wouldn't mind marrying a guy just like him :) Seriously i have bumped into soo many guys who just want to sleep around and they dont put God in their lives...
I have learnt if you want a successful life you need to put God first and then family (partner), friends and lastly the career otherwise you'll suffer the cosiquences....ehehehe just like i did in the past.
I want to marry a christian and have more christian friends in my life so that they build me up and not let me return to the material world you know why? This world we live in is not forever but when you die your soul gets judged from God and that path is forever.
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